Guys, I haven't been a member of this site for very long, so I don't feel entitled to take up much of your time with problems you've more than likely heard countless times before. I'm a guy that has hereto been described by everyone (including myself) as straight. I've had two long term girlfriends (1 year and 3 years) but have recently come to admit to myself that I'm at least partially gay. Not a problem for me so far. I had a brief fumble with a buddy at school when I was 13 years old which has triggered a good few solo sessions over the years, but nothing since then and now I find myself in a position to experiment, having split with my girlfriend 3 months ago, I am discovering that what gay guys seem to be asking for and what I find to be a turn on are two different things. In short, the idea of anal sex makes me go totally cold. It just seems completely unhygenic. Is it compulsory for gay guys to do this? I love the idea of sucking on a nice long thick cock and having a guy spray his load in my face and down my throat and then returning the favour, I even like the idea of kissing a guy when I'm really horny, but will they want/expect me to do the dirty deed as the next step? and if not, what other things do gay guys in a loving relationship do together? C'mon guys help me out on this one! Cheers, Tony PS. I've watched several gay porn films (disgusting I know) in which one guy has been inside another guy and then he whips it out and sucks him until they get to the money shot. What's that all about? The phrase "eat shit and die" comes to mind or at least "eat shit and become very poorly".