I'm a 23 year-old, 5'6", Filipino American with an athletic, slender frame residing in Orange County, California, and I have a dilemma... My 23 year-old, 5'10", Caucasian boyfriend packs an 8 x 5 lovestick, and I have difficulty trying to stuff my boyhole with it. I try to pleasure him orally, but I want to try other things. I have no problem deepthroating him, and I enjoy feeling his cock throb as he cums down my throat. We use plenty of lube when attempting anal sex, yet when he gets his engorged head in my butt, I feel like I need to take a massive dump. I've topped him before, but I'm not as big as him, 6 x 4. We're both closeted, so buying some training dildos is completely out of the question. I can just see the reaction of my parents should that toy reveal itself... If there are any helpful advice, it would sure be of great help. I'm totally a top, but I like to be adventuresome at times. Thanks all.