I do think that his style of expressing and see things goes with his mind set he learned..if he was raised in this environment of thinking, he had to fight his desires as a monster inside "repulsive and dark" and use drugs while in his 'monster' mode...for me is pure hypocrisy and arrogance you think you can control this strong force inside, repression in some type of personalities may even become out of control and because of 'need' of hiding it can start to act 'sicker'... to be caught...and other personalities looking for more grandiose power in their professions...even when their own lives is out of control...
I'm sick of people for one reason or another choosing this kind of path...I'm thinking about those people that choose jobs they are 'above' the radar to 'hide'..yeh right...and now I'm thinking about policemen that battered their own wives and are called to other men's home that are doing the same...as a 'law and order officer'...
Than to me this situation has not much to do with sexual preference but dealings of power, control and maybe status in some peoples minds...
I'm sick of people for one reason or another choosing this kind of path...I'm thinking about those people that choose jobs they are 'above' the radar to 'hide'..yeh right...and now I'm thinking about policemen that battered their own wives and are called to other men's home that are doing the same...as a 'law and order officer'...
Than to me this situation has not much to do with sexual preference but dealings of power, control and maybe status in some peoples minds...