Okay, so suffice it to say I fit in here as far as cock size goes. But, in other aspects of my life, I tend to have a lot of self-doubts, even though I hide them well. So... this is going to sound weird... but sometimes when I see my own cock, it takes me by surprise. Then it's as though my mind forgets that it's looking at what's grown as part of its body, starts wandering and wondering how a penis could naturally be that size and how I (as perceived subconsciously) could ever amount to it. So my own penis ends up intimidating me subconsciously and it retracts a couple of inches in length, still maintaining the same level of hardness. What the fuck, man!