I have a close female friend coming to visit me this weekend from down south, she's pretty bored of the town I was brought up in and the one she still lives in. At my friends birthday party we made out, she gave me a handjob but that was it, our relationship was only made stronger but I wouldn't really like to go out with her. This weekend though were bound to get drunk and I'm basically planning on sleeping with her and I know she would be ok with this, I could even ask her before hand because I feel really comfortable with her even though I don't find her physically attractive. One of the major things is that I'm a virgin, I'm not arsed about loosing my virginity or when I loose it. I know it's important to do it with the right person even if it's the first time or not so I think it's a good idea to at least try it with someone I'm comfortable with. Another thing is that she's one of angela's best mates, angela is a girl I share a strange relationship with, I think I USED to love her but I'm not sure. She has a boyfriend who shes been with for 3 years and I don't get on with him since they started going out although we used to be mates. I know at least that she fancies me but she acts aggresively when relationships and sex are brought into a conversation about me. I'm not sure if she's in love with me or not. I don't know how she would react if she knew about me and her friend having sex. Another thing is that this girl has recently split up with a guy she's still in love with. He left the relationship because he came out about being gay and is now living with his boyfriend. I'm 3 years younger then her (I'm 18) and I'm still confused about my sexuality even though I think about her when I masturbate. If I ever went out with a guy though I'm scared she might be effected in a bad way. The other thing is my penis size, because I'm a virgin I don't have any experience. She probably hasn't had sex in over 6 months but I think she masturbates. I'm not sure how big her ex boyfriend was but I've seen the shadow of it when he was having a piss and it looked quite big flaccid maybe as big as mine but you can't tell much from flaccid size. I was wondering if my size would be a problem. Any advice on these circumstances and any tips for actually acting when having sex will be helpful. P.s missed this out. I'm on antidepessants, I've got delayed orgasm, quite often takes me hours to cum, how would I deal with this. I don't have any erection problems.