After having two male friends show me their penises in college, I quickly got a reputation as a penis inspector amongst a tight circle of friends. A few guys thereafter either joked around with me and made lots of innuendo either about the topic, or more specifically their sizes and such. At the height of this drama, there was one guy who I thought was pretty cute and I was interested in seeing more- except I had a boyfriend that I wasn't going to cheat on, and no less he was mutual friends with most of my group. My bold, and in retrospect somewhat irresponsible act- occured one night when everyone had left and I was alone with this friend. The attraction was there but nothing was going to happen- the topic went on to masturbation and I point blank asked him to masturbate for me. He did, and it was very hot to watch. The downside was we were both pretty embarrassed about it the next day and avoided each other for like a whole semester, and then everything was cool again.