I have enjoyed male massage for years. There was no touching in my family as I grew up, and I rarely saw my parents exhibit any affection at all (maybe 3 times?). So, touch was something goal-oriented such as masturbation or sex. My orientation was towards men but I fought it hard, dated and married women, had kids (a wonderful thing), and did the suburban lifestyle. While on a client trip to Asia, I decided to get a massage at the hotel gym in Hong Kong. Having never had one before, this was altogether new territory. An older Chinese (duh) guy with thick glasses worked on me therapeutically with moderate draping. Even though there was no sexual energy at all, it felt really good, so I began to get massages fairly often when I got back home. Now I seek therapeutic/sensual sessions with a release. If properly researched, they are easy to find in any major US city, and certainly abroad.
My most recent experience was in Bali. The Indonesian government has strict internet controls; anything sexual or provocative is blocked. So, I looked for recommendations for a massage studio with a male therapist for men and female for women. This is actually as it should be. I found one in walking distance. The guy was a friendly, young, open-faced Balinese who spoke a little English but not too much. We went into a private courtyard where I undressed and laid a table in the open air but shaded. Since I'd just arrived from a 26 hour transit from the US, I was wasted and not feeling up for a frolic per se. This guy was strong, and worked my back very well. His strokes included my butt and gradually between my legs, not avoiding my cock and balls. As he worked my legs, his strokes went all the way up so that my cock and balls were incidentally massaged. I moaned and spread my legs, but being so tired I did not feel anything but just good. When I turned over, he massaged my entire front side, including my testicles, which are large, and occasionally my cock. Again, I was wiped out so I chubbed but did not blossom. After this great work, I had a 20 minute soak in a flower covered bath. Then we were done, but I did ask if I could return the next day for a 2 hour session.
The next day at noon I arrived and was taken to a hexagonal pavilion with a few glass windows. It was nicer, but not as private as the day before. Having remembered the familiarity of his strokes and caresses, I has some fun on my mind, and he knew that this massage would be different. As he worked me up and down, including my cock and balls, he pressed his crotch into my hand. He was hard, so I began to squeeze it gently, then more directly. He paused to change position, and I noticed when he returned that his zipper was now down. As he massaged, I reached inside, stroking his cock, then taking it out of his underwear. He wasn't big, but had a well-shaped cock that was very hard and, with attention, began to leak. Since it was by my head, I took it into my mouth as he began to stroke me. I was really hard and am pretty well endowed, quite horny, and very ready for this. Meanwhile, outside, we could hear children laughing and people talking as they walked near the glass windows. We were not to be deterred though so we kept at it. As he stroked up and down my erection, I finally couldn't take it any more and came hard, with big spurts of cum that mixed with the coconut oil in my crotch. After returning to earth, we got ourselves back together, I took my soaking bath and was finished with the session. He suggested another massage the next day, but I contacted him later and said I couldn't do it. Frankly, I was sore from his very deep work and my body needed to recover. Still, it was a great experience and I hope to repeat that if I am in these parts again.
I have other memories to share, but thought I would start with the most recent.