I identify as straight because I'm not sexually attracted to men, nor do I have the desire to have sexual encounters with other men, but I am pretty obsessed with big cocks like mine. Especially if they look like mine, because I love my big dick lol
My favorite porn genera is POV, and of course the cock has to be big or else I'm not going to relate to the cock that's fucking or getting sucked on. Studio or amateur porn that's shot POV style is my go to jerk off material. Nothing like a big cock getting sucked by a beautiful blue-eyed blond with a nice rack. That shit gets me so fucking hard.
So about 5 years ago, in my constant quest for porn to jack it to, I started encountering POV videos of guys jerking their big cocks, along with uploads of their girlfriends sucking them off etc. My go to sites are pornhub, xhamster, sometimes tumblr and until about a year ago, xtube (xtube is garbage now). Given that I appreciate a big dick like mine in action, and I really like comparing my big dick with other big ones, I started watching the solo vids too while having a wank.
Much to my surprise, I found that it gets me pretty aroused watching these vids when I'm in the mood for it. On average I'll seek out solo POV vids about once a month or so. Otherwise I'm jerking it to my usual porn. I should add that I can't cum from watching these vids, but I can have a good edge session and when I'm wanting to bust, I hit up something like my POV BJ videos and unload from that after a bit. Also, I don't imagine jerking off the dude, or him giving me a handy. It's all about comparing my big dick with theirs and also relating with how good it feels to play with my own big dick. And no, I'm not interested in jerking off with another dude, the fascination is purely seeing another big dick like mine in action.
Do any of you do this as well? I'm comfortable with my own sexuality to not be offended if someone thinks this behavior is "gay", and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm the only one who does this, because it's kinda weird, but whatever, some guys jerk it to weirder shit lol
I've given it some thought that last few times I jerked off to these videos and wrote down some thoughts. I wrote this post over the course of several months. Hence why this post is so flippin huge, I'd like to add specifically what it is that gets me aroused, since it's very specific. All the POV porn I watch, solo or not, has the following in common:
A big dick, obviously, because I like to compare and I can relate to how good it feels to receive pleasure from playing with it, or boning with it.
It's gotta be POV, and preferably high quality. By POV I mean I want to see what he sees when he looks down, I don't want to see the side view, the bottom of it like when videos are shot with webcams, nor do I care for a tour of the rest of the body or his face- I want none of that. The more in focus and close up- but not too close up so I can't compare- and the more he keeps his cock perpendicular to his body, the more likely I will watch it. I don't like it when they just show part of it, or start filming so I can't see the whole length of it in action. Again, if I can't compare our big dicks, I'm not interested. And if it's shitty quality, or just a few seconds, I'll pass too.
I just love my dick so much and seeing another version of my dick on someone else turns me on since I know what it's like to have this big cock that brings me so much pleasure, especially when it comes to amateur BJ and sex videos. Similarities include- having a long but average girth cock, one that starts off long and floppy but gets extremely long and rock hard like mine (but I really don't like seeing a very large dick that doesn't get super hard), a large prominent glans that's thicker than the rest of it, curves to the left a little, a darker reddish tan dick on an otherwise light skinned guy, tan or dark skinned penises in general, prominent veins that bulge out, a thick dorsal vein, grooming so it has a completely smooth shaft down to the base and smooth nuts with trimmed pubes (because that shit feels infinitely more pleasurable without all that hair), or the opposite which is a super hairy shaft and balls since that's what I've got if I don't groom, similar circumcision scarring, huge nuts that get played with often (I never used to play with my nuts until I saw someone do it in a video), a heavy precummer that oozes huge drops often, especially if they can dribble cum several times over the course of many minutes before actually cumming (very rare to see others that can do this and it is by far the most pleasurable thing my cock does. I get even harder, very wet and more sensitive each time I ooze- knowing what that feels like and seeing someone else experience that is extraordinary), and dudes that cum a lot with huge watery spurts that makes a big mess. These are all the things I love about my dick, so I like seeing that in a video. And I should add, if a dick looks pretty similar to mine, but it's much shorter, that doesn't matter to me, I'll still watch it getting jerked or fucking and be very aroused by it, because I love my dick that much, seeing someone else experience what it's like to have "our penis" gets me exceptionally hard. I must be a narcissist or something, because I love seeing my cock's twins and knowing that they are out there being enjoyed by others as much as I enjoy mine. (Weird, I know.)
When it comes to penises that aren't like mine, I'll get intrigued by certain things too. They include- very girthy wide dicks (I get really bad penis-envy but I like imagining what it would be like to be thicker, like when I see a fat version of my cock), even if he's shorter than average a really wide dick is very intriguing to me too (especially if it looks like mine and gets thicker towards the top- god damn I wish my dick was like that), very long cocks because they are impressive (again, I get envious but I also like imagining being more than 8 inches), 9+ inches are so rare and completely fucking awesome to see in action, uncut dicks because I wish mine was uncut (a huge foreskin that glides off and on the head must feel so fucking good, but I'll never know what that's like), white cocks since mine is a very tan and red Mexican-Italian dick, and guys who cum thick globs of cum (I imagine that feels just as good spurting out but since my cum is opaque and watery, I can be self conscious about that. I wouldn't mind it if my dick spit out a bunch of thick white, sticky cum just once to see what it feels like. I almost always stay hard for a minute or two after I cum, it would be cool too jerk with all that sticky goop on my dick, rather than my usual which is to contain the huge God damn mess by busting into an old crusty pair of boxers that I designate as a cum rag and toss out after it gets musky after a month, followed by stroking it with whatever leftover precum and lube is still on my cock for a few minutes until it's soft again. In exchange for all that hassle though, I do give The Best Facials, so maybe I should get over not having thick white cum).
The last things I like seeing in a POV video are similarities in technique. I've actually learned a lot about different ways to stroke that are extremely pleasurable from watching these videos (like the importance of giving it a little twist towards the top of a stroke), so seeing a novel technique that feels good when I mirror it is very pleasurable. I never used to slap my dick into the palm of my other hand or my stomach before, but then I learned that from watching others do that. Sometimes I'll give my dick a good open palm slap, which fucking hurts in the most extremely pleasurable way possible- I would've never tried that if I hadn't seen someone else do that first.
Otherwise I like seeing guys who stroke like me- guys who stroke with their left hand, make use of lotion or lube (because fuck yes), vary stroking speed so it's not just a blurry furious wank (long slow strokes along the whole shaft is where it's at), utilize spit as they get closer (that feels so fucking good!) especially when they spit on it directly (which I do), take time to milk out large drops of precum and use that as lube too, breath heavy and moan a lot while jerking or fucking (because I do that and it feels so good, so I like sharing that feeling. I like when they cuss a lot too because sometimes I'm so aroused I can't help but do that. I don't understand how some guys are totally silent when getting off), when they get crazy with the swearing and moaning when they cum (I always do so I can relate with that), when they don't bother to remove their shoes and have their shorts and underwear around their knees or ankles because they were too eager to jerk off or fuck (I almost always do that, when you gotta nut there is no time for that), compares their big dick to random household objects or measures it (because we ALL do that), has self-awareness that they are hung either by saying their dick is big while stroking or saying so in the title of the video or description (I love my big dick and when fucking my girl I like saying shit like "You like that big hard dick, don't you?" for example. Knowing you're hung and not being modest about it is awesome), guys who edge (I can go for hours) and I absolutely get off when the porn they are watching is something I'd jerk it to, or they make a "tribute video" by cumming on some babe I would jerk off to, or you can hear their porn and they are very loudly screaming with pleasure from taking a big cock, which then turns me on because we have similar things we are jerking our big dicks to.
Ok so I just proofread this post and omfg it's huge. Anyhow, any thoughts, comments or questions? Anyone else like me do this too sometimes? Specifically straight identifying men who otherwise don't think about, or want to mess around with, other guys?
My favorite porn genera is POV, and of course the cock has to be big or else I'm not going to relate to the cock that's fucking or getting sucked on. Studio or amateur porn that's shot POV style is my go to jerk off material. Nothing like a big cock getting sucked by a beautiful blue-eyed blond with a nice rack. That shit gets me so fucking hard.
So about 5 years ago, in my constant quest for porn to jack it to, I started encountering POV videos of guys jerking their big cocks, along with uploads of their girlfriends sucking them off etc. My go to sites are pornhub, xhamster, sometimes tumblr and until about a year ago, xtube (xtube is garbage now). Given that I appreciate a big dick like mine in action, and I really like comparing my big dick with other big ones, I started watching the solo vids too while having a wank.
Much to my surprise, I found that it gets me pretty aroused watching these vids when I'm in the mood for it. On average I'll seek out solo POV vids about once a month or so. Otherwise I'm jerking it to my usual porn. I should add that I can't cum from watching these vids, but I can have a good edge session and when I'm wanting to bust, I hit up something like my POV BJ videos and unload from that after a bit. Also, I don't imagine jerking off the dude, or him giving me a handy. It's all about comparing my big dick with theirs and also relating with how good it feels to play with my own big dick. And no, I'm not interested in jerking off with another dude, the fascination is purely seeing another big dick like mine in action.
Do any of you do this as well? I'm comfortable with my own sexuality to not be offended if someone thinks this behavior is "gay", and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm the only one who does this, because it's kinda weird, but whatever, some guys jerk it to weirder shit lol
I've given it some thought that last few times I jerked off to these videos and wrote down some thoughts. I wrote this post over the course of several months. Hence why this post is so flippin huge, I'd like to add specifically what it is that gets me aroused, since it's very specific. All the POV porn I watch, solo or not, has the following in common:
A big dick, obviously, because I like to compare and I can relate to how good it feels to receive pleasure from playing with it, or boning with it.
It's gotta be POV, and preferably high quality. By POV I mean I want to see what he sees when he looks down, I don't want to see the side view, the bottom of it like when videos are shot with webcams, nor do I care for a tour of the rest of the body or his face- I want none of that. The more in focus and close up- but not too close up so I can't compare- and the more he keeps his cock perpendicular to his body, the more likely I will watch it. I don't like it when they just show part of it, or start filming so I can't see the whole length of it in action. Again, if I can't compare our big dicks, I'm not interested. And if it's shitty quality, or just a few seconds, I'll pass too.
I just love my dick so much and seeing another version of my dick on someone else turns me on since I know what it's like to have this big cock that brings me so much pleasure, especially when it comes to amateur BJ and sex videos. Similarities include- having a long but average girth cock, one that starts off long and floppy but gets extremely long and rock hard like mine (but I really don't like seeing a very large dick that doesn't get super hard), a large prominent glans that's thicker than the rest of it, curves to the left a little, a darker reddish tan dick on an otherwise light skinned guy, tan or dark skinned penises in general, prominent veins that bulge out, a thick dorsal vein, grooming so it has a completely smooth shaft down to the base and smooth nuts with trimmed pubes (because that shit feels infinitely more pleasurable without all that hair), or the opposite which is a super hairy shaft and balls since that's what I've got if I don't groom, similar circumcision scarring, huge nuts that get played with often (I never used to play with my nuts until I saw someone do it in a video), a heavy precummer that oozes huge drops often, especially if they can dribble cum several times over the course of many minutes before actually cumming (very rare to see others that can do this and it is by far the most pleasurable thing my cock does. I get even harder, very wet and more sensitive each time I ooze- knowing what that feels like and seeing someone else experience that is extraordinary), and dudes that cum a lot with huge watery spurts that makes a big mess. These are all the things I love about my dick, so I like seeing that in a video. And I should add, if a dick looks pretty similar to mine, but it's much shorter, that doesn't matter to me, I'll still watch it getting jerked or fucking and be very aroused by it, because I love my dick that much, seeing someone else experience what it's like to have "our penis" gets me exceptionally hard. I must be a narcissist or something, because I love seeing my cock's twins and knowing that they are out there being enjoyed by others as much as I enjoy mine. (Weird, I know.)
When it comes to penises that aren't like mine, I'll get intrigued by certain things too. They include- very girthy wide dicks (I get really bad penis-envy but I like imagining what it would be like to be thicker, like when I see a fat version of my cock), even if he's shorter than average a really wide dick is very intriguing to me too (especially if it looks like mine and gets thicker towards the top- god damn I wish my dick was like that), very long cocks because they are impressive (again, I get envious but I also like imagining being more than 8 inches), 9+ inches are so rare and completely fucking awesome to see in action, uncut dicks because I wish mine was uncut (a huge foreskin that glides off and on the head must feel so fucking good, but I'll never know what that's like), white cocks since mine is a very tan and red Mexican-Italian dick, and guys who cum thick globs of cum (I imagine that feels just as good spurting out but since my cum is opaque and watery, I can be self conscious about that. I wouldn't mind it if my dick spit out a bunch of thick white, sticky cum just once to see what it feels like. I almost always stay hard for a minute or two after I cum, it would be cool too jerk with all that sticky goop on my dick, rather than my usual which is to contain the huge God damn mess by busting into an old crusty pair of boxers that I designate as a cum rag and toss out after it gets musky after a month, followed by stroking it with whatever leftover precum and lube is still on my cock for a few minutes until it's soft again. In exchange for all that hassle though, I do give The Best Facials, so maybe I should get over not having thick white cum).
The last things I like seeing in a POV video are similarities in technique. I've actually learned a lot about different ways to stroke that are extremely pleasurable from watching these videos (like the importance of giving it a little twist towards the top of a stroke), so seeing a novel technique that feels good when I mirror it is very pleasurable. I never used to slap my dick into the palm of my other hand or my stomach before, but then I learned that from watching others do that. Sometimes I'll give my dick a good open palm slap, which fucking hurts in the most extremely pleasurable way possible- I would've never tried that if I hadn't seen someone else do that first.
Otherwise I like seeing guys who stroke like me- guys who stroke with their left hand, make use of lotion or lube (because fuck yes), vary stroking speed so it's not just a blurry furious wank (long slow strokes along the whole shaft is where it's at), utilize spit as they get closer (that feels so fucking good!) especially when they spit on it directly (which I do), take time to milk out large drops of precum and use that as lube too, breath heavy and moan a lot while jerking or fucking (because I do that and it feels so good, so I like sharing that feeling. I like when they cuss a lot too because sometimes I'm so aroused I can't help but do that. I don't understand how some guys are totally silent when getting off), when they get crazy with the swearing and moaning when they cum (I always do so I can relate with that), when they don't bother to remove their shoes and have their shorts and underwear around their knees or ankles because they were too eager to jerk off or fuck (I almost always do that, when you gotta nut there is no time for that), compares their big dick to random household objects or measures it (because we ALL do that), has self-awareness that they are hung either by saying their dick is big while stroking or saying so in the title of the video or description (I love my big dick and when fucking my girl I like saying shit like "You like that big hard dick, don't you?" for example. Knowing you're hung and not being modest about it is awesome), guys who edge (I can go for hours) and I absolutely get off when the porn they are watching is something I'd jerk it to, or they make a "tribute video" by cumming on some babe I would jerk off to, or you can hear their porn and they are very loudly screaming with pleasure from taking a big cock, which then turns me on because we have similar things we are jerking our big dicks to.
Ok so I just proofread this post and omfg it's huge. Anyhow, any thoughts, comments or questions? Anyone else like me do this too sometimes? Specifically straight identifying men who otherwise don't think about, or want to mess around with, other guys?
