Hello.
I hope this thread gets bumped up because i posted. I would love to hear from others.
i have a subcoronal hypo. My meatus is 1/4" below the head of my penis, and the head looks like i had a meatotomy. Im not into body mods and this bothers me very deeply. TGrowing up, my mom used to tell me i was normal. I never argued this until my first experience in the shower room at my sleepaway camp. I saw uncircumcised penises, circumcised ones too, but none like mine. Ive been made fun of, shamed, even beaten up over it. For a long time i couldnt use urinals out of shyness. Been asked why mine has a mouth, and thought of tattooing it to look like a snake. That lasted about a minute.
I resented my parents for not fixing it when i was l little. Doctors told me i would not be able to have children, 2 great kids later, i realized he was wrong. I always had to be careful or i would get urinary infections from hell- like the one im suffering through now. I think my big meatus is like a superhighway for bacteria straight to my bladder.
Well, thanks to the internet, i actually found a doctor who will perform reconstructive surgery on me. Im seeing him end of December to schedule the surgery. I cant wait to look normal and to pee straight. Here are a couple pictures of me. Again, im so glad i found this thread.