I have always liked looking at large penis' and very muscular guys. I did experiment with a guy when I was younger, about 17 years ago. We messed around a few times, the only thing we done was give each other head, but it wasn't for me or him. I was just curious. Now, when I see a nice looking guy that is very muscular or has a large package in pictures or in person, it's hard for me not to look. I am not offended by gay guys/women but I find it very disgusting to see guys getting it on, kissing, having anal sex, and so on. Im in a GREAT relationship with my fiance'e, we have had lots of sex, 4 play, and whatever. We are very happy and are actually looking forward to having kids after were married. I just want to know if I'm the only one out here that has the same "issue". If I do see someone like that, it makes me a little uncomfortable to just stare but I am almost facinated for some reason. With the muscular guy comment, I have seen some guys that i just want to go up and "feel" their bodies just to see what their muscles feel like! I feel like a weirdo for even asking this, but it's been driving me crazy for many years!!