She's 46 and I know she's wanted kids for a while but she's never had any luck with men. She's been my mum's best friend since before I was born so I've always called her 'Aunt Rachel' (not her real name) so I've never thought of her sexually although objectively she isn't unattractive but has gained some weight vs how she looks in the pictures of herself she has up in her house. But not fat or anything, just like an average woman of her age but not a fitness model either.
Before lockdown my mum asked me to come over and 'Rachel' was there and we had conversation about sperm donation. I thought it would be done through a clinic but it was explained that cost money she doesn't have so that it'd have to be done the traditional way.
I thought about it and I agreed, we made arrangements that day for me to come over after work one night that week. I came over and we fucked. We didn't kiss but I enjoyed it and I made her scream (or she was being nice haha)
Long story short she didn't get pregnant. Now whenever I visit my mum my, Rachel is always there. The first couple of times it was sold as a coincidence but each time we end up going upstairs and fucking. Mum encourages it, which I find odd but I guess she's desperate for the friend to get the baby she wants.
I'm beginning to get cold feet. We've fucked a dozen times and she isn't pregnant - I guess it could be me or we could just be unlucky but the whole process of mum inviting me round just so I can go upstairs and fuck her friend in hope she gets pregnant kind of makes me uncomfortable now but I feel if I stop I'm letting her down. I doubt she''ll get anyone who will willingly try and get her pregnant multiple times, deliberately.
Thinking of drawing a line under it, or setting a deadline date that if it doesn't happen by a certain time that's it. I also have my own sex life to think about - what girl is going to want to be with someone in such a bizarre agreement?
Before lockdown my mum asked me to come over and 'Rachel' was there and we had conversation about sperm donation. I thought it would be done through a clinic but it was explained that cost money she doesn't have so that it'd have to be done the traditional way.
I thought about it and I agreed, we made arrangements that day for me to come over after work one night that week. I came over and we fucked. We didn't kiss but I enjoyed it and I made her scream (or she was being nice haha)
Long story short she didn't get pregnant. Now whenever I visit my mum my, Rachel is always there. The first couple of times it was sold as a coincidence but each time we end up going upstairs and fucking. Mum encourages it, which I find odd but I guess she's desperate for the friend to get the baby she wants.
I'm beginning to get cold feet. We've fucked a dozen times and she isn't pregnant - I guess it could be me or we could just be unlucky but the whole process of mum inviting me round just so I can go upstairs and fuck her friend in hope she gets pregnant kind of makes me uncomfortable now but I feel if I stop I'm letting her down. I doubt she''ll get anyone who will willingly try and get her pregnant multiple times, deliberately.
Thinking of drawing a line under it, or setting a deadline date that if it doesn't happen by a certain time that's it. I also have my own sex life to think about - what girl is going to want to be with someone in such a bizarre agreement?