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- Dec 16, 2018
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- Damascus (Dimashq, Syria)
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- Sexuality
- 60% Gay, 40% Straight
- Gender
- Male
Being attracted sexually to men and emotionally to women, growing up in a strict conservative Christian community where sex before marriage is a sin, and living in a country where homosexuality is illegal, ended me up to be 32 years virgin man addicted to porn without any "normal" relationships.
My family and friends started to ask question why I am still single but I can't tell anyone because it would ruin my reputation and career as a medical doctor
Moreover, I enjoy looking at men "more than women", being close to them, touching..Maybe handjob or blowjob..but not having full anal intercourse (even when I watch gay porn I always skip the part with anal intercourse) … I sometimes picture myself having sex with a woman
Maybe it is unsolvable problem but I really need to tell anyone because this is eating me inside
My family and friends started to ask question why I am still single but I can't tell anyone because it would ruin my reputation and career as a medical doctor
Moreover, I enjoy looking at men "more than women", being close to them, touching..Maybe handjob or blowjob..but not having full anal intercourse (even when I watch gay porn I always skip the part with anal intercourse) … I sometimes picture myself having sex with a woman
Maybe it is unsolvable problem but I really need to tell anyone because this is eating me inside