I am fairly new to LPSG so I apologize if this has been discussed before. I am a straight, married man. Happy in my relationship. I am attracted to other men's cocks, big, small. Ok mostly bigger. I don't have any attraction to any other male body parts, and the thought of kissing or even caressing another male is not for me. When younger I had a best friend and we would get nude around each other and explore. Twice I gave him oral and a bunch of times we played with each other's cock. He never reciprocated in the oral as I am uncut and it kind of freaked him out. He was extremely well hung. Never measured it but it was big, especially soft. Soft he was larger than my 6" hard. I might have been near his thickness as I am 6" in girth. I wonder if this experience so far back in my formative years has something to do with my current fascination with cock? Maybe me being so envious of his incredible penis has stayed with me all these years. I see by reading many threads here that there are plenty of straight men the same as me, interested only in cock and not a relationship with other men. I feel a lot better after reading these other posts as sometimes I feel bad, guilty when watching gay or just male porn and wanking. I apologize to some if me using the term "straight" offends them as obviously I am not 100% straight. Are there a lot of men who are like me? A lot that wouldn't admit to watching other men and enjoying the sight of a large cock. I did make the mistake of telling my wife about my past experiences and interest in just men's penis, she didn't take it too well and we never discussed it again even though my greatest wish would be to talk about it with her. Oh well keep quiet and stay in a "normal" relationship.
