hey everyone, i am away from home and will be for a couple months traveling and stuff..i have a good buddy of mine back home that i have known since junior high school. We even graduated together and went to the same college where we lived together our first two years. This past summer our close relationship got a little crazy due to the fact that during the year prior to me leaving i came out to him. he was totally fine with everything. well then this summer we would spend literally every day with each other, talking and texting each other everyday. He would spend the night frequently in my bed with me, until about mid summer when we started to spoon. At first it was all me and then it slowly progressed to full on spooning and touching all night, even the next morning. Our legs would touch, I would hold him, etc. Well after a few months of this and this crazy relationship I said "does the spooning thing in bed and stuff bother you" and he said no because we were best friends. So the point of all of this is that I would want nothing more than to take things farther, but I don't want to lose my best friend if I'm misreading the situation.