I have an awesome gf that we do a long distance with due to college, see each other on breaks and at the very least every other weekend, goin on 2 years. Lately i have been feeling that she might not be the one for me. She is a great looking girl with an awesome personality and sex is awesome with her. I just feel I can still do better and many friends think so as well. Im not sure she is going anywhere in life and really her life revolves around me.
Now heres the thing, please don't come off judging and attacking me because honestly I am having a complete loss of peace of mind. I have always loved the game and everything that came with it and its hard to commit to one person for me. Ive went in bouts where ive been faithful for long times, but on the rare occasion I have hooked up with other girls because i feel a void with this girl that isn't filled and a lo.
Other girls have usually been a one or few time thing and I lose interest. Ive been seeing a girl up here the last couple weeks and I feel she might be an upgrade. Lot more career focused like me. Had a few good dates and hookups. Thing is this girl saw a few pictures of me with my gf online and is wondering, she has been asking if im seeing her and i just played it off like i wasnt. I really wasnt going to be like "yeah im dating her" if i was interested in maybe seeing her.
I tried breaking up with this girl on a whim really for no reason a while back and it devastated her, and it didnt happen. I realized it probably wasn't the best choice at the time and I still enjoyed her.
I just feel like I don't have the right girl for me even though she is awesome and Im not even sure that she is the wrong person. I feel like when i find the right one, things will work out better and i wont feel the need to get around.
What do I do? And i swear if you're gonna talk shit about me and attack me for being a dbag or something im just blocking you. Level here with me because honestly I am so confused in life with women. I don't even know what's right and wrong.
Now heres the thing, please don't come off judging and attacking me because honestly I am having a complete loss of peace of mind. I have always loved the game and everything that came with it and its hard to commit to one person for me. Ive went in bouts where ive been faithful for long times, but on the rare occasion I have hooked up with other girls because i feel a void with this girl that isn't filled and a lo.
Other girls have usually been a one or few time thing and I lose interest. Ive been seeing a girl up here the last couple weeks and I feel she might be an upgrade. Lot more career focused like me. Had a few good dates and hookups. Thing is this girl saw a few pictures of me with my gf online and is wondering, she has been asking if im seeing her and i just played it off like i wasnt. I really wasnt going to be like "yeah im dating her" if i was interested in maybe seeing her.
I tried breaking up with this girl on a whim really for no reason a while back and it devastated her, and it didnt happen. I realized it probably wasn't the best choice at the time and I still enjoyed her.
I just feel like I don't have the right girl for me even though she is awesome and Im not even sure that she is the wrong person. I feel like when i find the right one, things will work out better and i wont feel the need to get around.
What do I do? And i swear if you're gonna talk shit about me and attack me for being a dbag or something im just blocking you. Level here with me because honestly I am so confused in life with women. I don't even know what's right and wrong.