I would post this in healthy penis section, but im using this more as a cathartic excercise. So this evening, we go out and things fail with this other girl because of a drunk gay guy (see Pervert party fancy dress thread). I come home and it get to 6 am and im in my room. Im trying to sleep when i get a text from a housemate asking if im up. She comes down and gets into bed with me and from outta nowhere we are having sex. I dont really know why, i dont know why she likes me that much when shes been getting it on with women all this time. Anyway, As my chat friends will know i have another bitchy lesbian housemate, who i hear laugh with her friends. I KNOW she isnt laughing at me because if they can hear, they can hear that she is actually having a good time, but FUCK! that shit played on my mind. And then i start to lose my erection, and then i think about that and the vicious cycle ensues.... Now, the girl im with is getting frustrated as she cant get me hard. Judging by what ive seen with the girls, and how ive seen her control guys, shes probably never had this issue before. I can see in her face she must be thinking "WTF? Is it me?" After a while,she gives up, i give up, its over. Im not actually that bothered by it ending, it was painful to happen, i was tired, and the more i think about it, im not actually that attracted to her, But when someone is jumping in my bed, i didnt think do i want this? It took about the first 15 minutes for my mind to realise i was in someone..... I cant even think she wont tell people, because she will tell one person in confidence no doubt, who will tell another in confidence and so on.... Im more bothered with people knowing and it ruining my chances with others. Especially the other girl, who is pretty damn hot. Well ill end this sorry tale saying, thank god after this last time of having sex with her, it most probably wont happen again, although......i did say that last time. Fuck.