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Hi all,
I was lightly active on LPSG several years ago but haven't been around for 4-5 years now. Thought it might be a good idea to re-introduce myself to the board.
I'm 36 years old and from Canada. I live as a male, but would say that I've always associated as female. As a child I searched through my older sister's dressers and was immediately drawn to her clothing. Whenever I could I would dress up in her bras, underwear and dresses. I was fairly sheltered growing up and didn't know a lot about masturbation, sex etc. The first time I ever orgasmed was a result of using one of my sister's maxi pads to tuck my penis between my legs. I know that's a strange story, but just using it to illustrate my tendencies even at a younger age.
Not a lot has changed I suppose lol. As I said, I live as a male. I dress whenever I can and any romantic relationships I engage in are as a woman. I often get asked why I never transitioned. I've chatted with transgender women who are completely unhappy to be in a male body. I wouldn't describe my feelings that way. I 100% associate as a woman sexually, but for some reason I've never been unhappy in my body. If I could choose to begin life again there is zero doubt I would choose to be female, but that doesn't mean I'm unhappy living as a male. I'm not sure if that makes sense. I find human sexuality to be a complicated thing lol.
Anyway, probably a long winded opening, but I wanted to explain a bit about myself and items I'm often asked about.
I was lightly active on LPSG several years ago but haven't been around for 4-5 years now. Thought it might be a good idea to re-introduce myself to the board.
I'm 36 years old and from Canada. I live as a male, but would say that I've always associated as female. As a child I searched through my older sister's dressers and was immediately drawn to her clothing. Whenever I could I would dress up in her bras, underwear and dresses. I was fairly sheltered growing up and didn't know a lot about masturbation, sex etc. The first time I ever orgasmed was a result of using one of my sister's maxi pads to tuck my penis between my legs. I know that's a strange story, but just using it to illustrate my tendencies even at a younger age.
Not a lot has changed I suppose lol. As I said, I live as a male. I dress whenever I can and any romantic relationships I engage in are as a woman. I often get asked why I never transitioned. I've chatted with transgender women who are completely unhappy to be in a male body. I wouldn't describe my feelings that way. I 100% associate as a woman sexually, but for some reason I've never been unhappy in my body. If I could choose to begin life again there is zero doubt I would choose to be female, but that doesn't mean I'm unhappy living as a male. I'm not sure if that makes sense. I find human sexuality to be a complicated thing lol.
Anyway, probably a long winded opening, but I wanted to explain a bit about myself and items I'm often asked about.