Well tonight she asked me to phone her, I had a feeling what it was about by the 'Phone me pls xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx'
I ring her, there's a little idle chit chat and then 'im horny ya know'. I said what you want me to do about it? Anyways I said dont you have any other 'mates' (we're supposed to be just friends now) to help you out? Apparently she hasn't...
So we have 'phone sex', she cums twice, I dont but I tell her I have. She's all 'wow I've never made you cum that fast before (no shit), and never heard you make so much noise (I was pretendin I'd cum...WARNING: may contain overacting).
So after the act, I thought we were mates, mates dont do that do they? 'I'm just usin you for sex she says'. She MAY have been joking but I'm not sure. We then have a long chat about stuff, she wants me to come down next week, to talk. I said is she gonna take me back to hers (for sex) and she said no...she just wants to talk. Then she was on about her 6'4"...(she said he was 'massive' but only in build, she said before he had a small penis) He had tried to hit her and so they split up. He still phones her and sends her messages...they broke up last year.
Now I'm left thinkin 'I need sex!' and well she's up for it and it couldn't hurt to talk. Just as we were goin, said night and everything she goes "Paul...I love you, I mean I really love you", I replied in my [usual] disintersted voice 'I love you too' and she said "No I really mean it, and I'm sorry for being a bitch to you, we'll discuss it tomorrow"
I'm not sure she does though, I find it hard to believe. I think maybe she only said it because she'd just orgasmed a few times. If she loved me then how could she be such a bitch to me and be goin out with some other lad (although she says they've never done anything).
Also I'm sorry but all the boyfriends she's had, their ages (being much older than she, and also violent/otherwise assholes) makes me think perhaps she's just out for sex. She said she lost her virginity when she was 14, which I know is true. Anyway guys just sayin, its okay just to go down, talk to her and maybe have sex?
Maybe even get together again? I cant help it but I love her even though I could do better than her in ever way, I care about her.
Sorry for the long post, and I dont even know why I'm posting it...comments? The plan is to at least talk with her and have sex...but if she says she wants us to get back together do I stay away? Can't hurt to talk can it? But would gettin back with her be bad? I told her not to be a bitch to me again...
I ring her, there's a little idle chit chat and then 'im horny ya know'. I said what you want me to do about it? Anyways I said dont you have any other 'mates' (we're supposed to be just friends now) to help you out? Apparently she hasn't...
So we have 'phone sex', she cums twice, I dont but I tell her I have. She's all 'wow I've never made you cum that fast before (no shit), and never heard you make so much noise (I was pretendin I'd cum...WARNING: may contain overacting).
So after the act, I thought we were mates, mates dont do that do they? 'I'm just usin you for sex she says'. She MAY have been joking but I'm not sure. We then have a long chat about stuff, she wants me to come down next week, to talk. I said is she gonna take me back to hers (for sex) and she said no...she just wants to talk. Then she was on about her 6'4"...(she said he was 'massive' but only in build, she said before he had a small penis) He had tried to hit her and so they split up. He still phones her and sends her messages...they broke up last year.
Now I'm left thinkin 'I need sex!' and well she's up for it and it couldn't hurt to talk. Just as we were goin, said night and everything she goes "Paul...I love you, I mean I really love you", I replied in my [usual] disintersted voice 'I love you too' and she said "No I really mean it, and I'm sorry for being a bitch to you, we'll discuss it tomorrow"
I'm not sure she does though, I find it hard to believe. I think maybe she only said it because she'd just orgasmed a few times. If she loved me then how could she be such a bitch to me and be goin out with some other lad (although she says they've never done anything).
Also I'm sorry but all the boyfriends she's had, their ages (being much older than she, and also violent/otherwise assholes) makes me think perhaps she's just out for sex. She said she lost her virginity when she was 14, which I know is true. Anyway guys just sayin, its okay just to go down, talk to her and maybe have sex?
Maybe even get together again? I cant help it but I love her even though I could do better than her in ever way, I care about her.
Sorry for the long post, and I dont even know why I'm posting it...comments? The plan is to at least talk with her and have sex...but if she says she wants us to get back together do I stay away? Can't hurt to talk can it? But would gettin back with her be bad? I told her not to be a bitch to me again...