We've all heard about the risks involved in barebacking but I wonder about healthy barebacking. I mean, after you've been with someone long enough and you've been tested and you make that decision. How do you feel the first time your partners cums inside of you? Are you nervous? What's next after he cums in you? There's this one guy I have sex with from time to time. He's the only guy I've been doing lately but I'm not sure who else he might be fucking. It's always safe but I want to feel him inside of me. I guess I'll ask him to get tested with me and just go from there. Another question is if we don't bareback and just stick with safe sex what about swallowing? I'd love to taste his load. What's the risk?