I love sex and feel like I could do it every day but I don't. Even though I use condoms I'm scared. Years ago I didn't think twice. Hooked up on a regular basis. Then I was in two relationships (the last one for 4 years) and since then I'm hesitant. I can't figure out what's holding me back. Maybe it's about health. I had something strange happen recently - mucous leaking from my ass. My doctor said it could be from some trauma. I thought back and remember being hammered by a black guy (God, he was good) and knowing it hurt but going on with it because it also felt good. So to all you bottoms out there, have you ever felt this way? Do you feel you need sex regularly but hold back for one reason or another?