Being BI has its good points as well as its bad point, but all in all,
I'm still happy that I am a BI and don't think I would change it if I
could.
In the real world, most BI's are in the closet and probably will never
open the door fully to come out. Not if the current attitude of the
general public, including both straights and gays, stays as it is today.
In the real world, a BI is not as accepted and there is very little or no
support systems for them. I have always been in the BI closet, except
for here at LPSG. It is one of the only places I have felt completely
comfortable being myself and let it all hang out. But, then, it still is a
place of anonymity (closet :shrug
where we still are hidding behind a
name other than our own.
Being a BI is very difficult. It means a life in which one must always be
on guard, watching what you say, and how you say it. You can never
assume that you are in the company of those who would understand.
I've know many whom I thought were Gay, or were BI and was wrong.
And, boy was that a sticky situation and an embarassment. Also, it can
sometimes be very dangerous to be BI since there are a lot of BI-phobes
out there, just like there are homophobes, and you, never know what
they will do, or how they will act.
Some years ago when I was single I went to a gay bar where I met a
very nice man and we came on to each other. He made a comment about
someone at the bar...saying that he was BI and that in a few minutes the
bikers there were going to throw him out. In a moment of anger, I said that
was not right...and confided that I too was BI..well..we both were roughed
up pretty badly and thrown out onto the street. A really scary night I can tell
you!
Very few seem to understand what it is to be BI, or even want to try to
understand. Most don't believe there is such a thing as a BI (or a "true
BI" as some say), or even accept that such a thing is even possible.
Some of the Straights shy away from us thinking we are Gay, some Gays
don't like us at all (usually) thinking we are just hidding behind being BI
because we are ashamed of being Gay, and of course, neither trusts you.
The opinion of most is that a BI can never have a loving and permanent
relationship with either their own sex or one of the opposite. I can't say
for others, but I know that I would prefer to be in a permanent relationship
than "whoring around" as most say BIs do. Most BIs (male and female) that
I know are in a LTR. I was BI before I married, and never betrayed my vows
while I was married, but unfortunately the marriage didn't last due to inlaw
interferrence (they did not and do not know that I am BI..nor my former wife
or my children). I had two LTR after the marriage...5 years with a woman and
6 years with a man. Today, I've been with the same man in a monogynous
relationship for 20+ years.
So, YES, being bisexual is great, but it does have it down points...