I have been to a new church for a year and got to know a guy who is now my best friend. We did have a lot of fun. At first I just see him as a normal friend, but one time, He, I and the youth group in our church went skiing and that night we slept together in a room (there is nothing happened). After that event, everyone usually make fun of us about gay joke. And I and him usually chat and talking about gay joke too. I feel I like him so much and want to be with him. Last summer i went to GA for school there, and now he comes back, and my feeling is exploding again. But bc of the gay joke that people regularly make to us, we seem to keep a gap between each other. Although I want to stand next to him, sit next to him, talk to him, but I dare not and pretend to ignore him, but actually i watch every of his action, everything he did. Although he seems so straight but i think i feel something that he may like me too, but he kinda indifferent to me. Can someone help me solve my problem. Please give me some advice. Should I keep trying to creat a relationship with him, or should I give up? And how can I do it, how can I know he has a crush on me too?