I was at Hedo II December 2019. I have only had sex with women throughout my lifetime. During the trip I became acquainted with one of the guest who also rode the van from Montego Bay to Negril that I was on. He was married for 26years, with 4 children. He was on this Hedo trip alone, however. He seemed like a really cool guy. We had dinner together our first night there. He shared with me that he and his wife would occasionally invite singles into their bed. The next day he asked me how I felt about joining him and his wife in bed. Sometime later he confided in me that he has been with other men in the past. He stated that he had performed oral sex on them. I don't know if it was my curiosity, loneliness, or just being horny but I agreed to go to his room with him. He undressed himself, however I could not take off my clothing. I felt very conflicted. I liked the guy, but in a brotherly way. He told me he wanted to suck my dick. I did not want to engage in sexual activity with him, but I did want to be his friend. He seemed really cool, excluding the sex stuff. We did not do anything sexual, due to my refusal. He was 56yo. The next night a different man married man 62yo asked me if I was straight, gay, or bisexual. I told him that I had only been with women. He then asked "can I suck your dick"?. His wife was in their room asleep. It was approximately at 4am. We were on the nude side of the resort. I declined, yet he was very persistent, even telling me that "he would make me feel really good". I told him that I simply was not interested. On my third night I was asked by a third man while standing at the main bar on the prude side "what is my fetish". I told him I wasn't sure. He then told me he enjoyed sucking dick. He asked me if he could suck my dick. I declined the offer. He was in his early 60s. All 3 men were white, pleasant, and "straight". Yet they asked me, a middle-aged black guy if they could suck my dick. The experience was mind-blowing. I probably will never talk to anyone about my experience. I am still not sure how to process it.