Hey everyone,
Long time lurker first time poster. I'm going to try and get some advice about something I've been thinking about for a while. I have a gorgeous young fiance I met 1.5 years ago at a rock concert. We're going to get married in December. She's perfect insofar as being very intelligent, down to earth, and fun to be around. Even though she's a lot younger than I (she's 20, I'm 29), she has had far more sexual partners and experiences than I have, and I thought I had a lot. She tells me she's been with 25 guys. I suppose I'm the 26th. She lost her virginity very young and has been open about her sexuality for a long time. She's also bi and has had longterm girlfriends occasionally. I on the other hand have been with 10-15, I honestly don't remember the exact number due to a few Charlie Sheen-esque years.
The sex between us is great. It's by far the best I've ever had, and she tells me the same FWIW. At one point we had sex 10 times in a day, which was absurd and something I didn't think was possible until we did it. At times she can be insatiable and rather domineering in the bedroom. It's like she's the older one and I'm the younger. We fuck how she likes it and she commands me to fuck harder, etc., that type of thing. If I cum too quick she gets pissed. Therefore when we have sex it is imperative that I perform, and that is somewhat intimidating. In all other aspects of the relationship I seem to be in charge. She also seems to be a size queen, or at least appreciates big cock. I have a really nice 7.5", and I could tell how utterly relieved she was when she first saw it. We were more or less in love before we had sex, and I could sense that to her my cock could be the last barrier to us being truly in love, in the event that I was tiny. When she saw it her eyes lit up and she told me how much she loves my cock. She tells me that a lot, actually. She's also told me about boyfriends with big cocks (I can only assume bigger), and a boyfriend she broke up with who (not coincidentally) had a small dick. She told me how the sex wasn't great with him (because of his cocksize I presume), and also about how great sex was with a former boyfriend who was big. When I fuck her she's not exactly tight, either. It's somewhat of a problem but not really because she's beautiful, and I don't think I will ever tell her this. The point is that even though she's told me I'm the best person she has ever fucked, and that my size is more than adequate, I genuinely feel like there's a possibility I still may not be enough for her. It could be that she's such a nympho that no one man could handle her. I actually feel pressure when we fuck so as not to fail her. It can be annoying because sometimes I want to cum quicker and go back to watching the sports game or something, and not make a whole Broadway production out of the whole thing. This brings me to the cuckold thing if my initial premise is correct (that one day she will lust after another man sexually due to her obscene - and perhaps kinky - sex drive). Ideally, he'd be some boring, unremarkable guy who lived on the opposite side of town, who just happened to have a big cock. I obviously don't have small penis issues but am I going down a perfidious path by entertaining these thoughts? Is this possibility something I should sequester and never think about again? Should I simply communicate to her my inadequacy issues based on her crazy high number of sex partners? It could be that no one in my shoes would feel totally secure with her sexually, I don't know. Like I said, she told me I'm the best and I've heard that from others (although, as a general rule, I disregard everything a woman says in the bedroom as unreliable). But since we're madly in love and going to get married, I want to be clear about everything before I take the plunge. Thanks.
Long time lurker first time poster. I'm going to try and get some advice about something I've been thinking about for a while. I have a gorgeous young fiance I met 1.5 years ago at a rock concert. We're going to get married in December. She's perfect insofar as being very intelligent, down to earth, and fun to be around. Even though she's a lot younger than I (she's 20, I'm 29), she has had far more sexual partners and experiences than I have, and I thought I had a lot. She tells me she's been with 25 guys. I suppose I'm the 26th. She lost her virginity very young and has been open about her sexuality for a long time. She's also bi and has had longterm girlfriends occasionally. I on the other hand have been with 10-15, I honestly don't remember the exact number due to a few Charlie Sheen-esque years.
The sex between us is great. It's by far the best I've ever had, and she tells me the same FWIW. At one point we had sex 10 times in a day, which was absurd and something I didn't think was possible until we did it. At times she can be insatiable and rather domineering in the bedroom. It's like she's the older one and I'm the younger. We fuck how she likes it and she commands me to fuck harder, etc., that type of thing. If I cum too quick she gets pissed. Therefore when we have sex it is imperative that I perform, and that is somewhat intimidating. In all other aspects of the relationship I seem to be in charge. She also seems to be a size queen, or at least appreciates big cock. I have a really nice 7.5", and I could tell how utterly relieved she was when she first saw it. We were more or less in love before we had sex, and I could sense that to her my cock could be the last barrier to us being truly in love, in the event that I was tiny. When she saw it her eyes lit up and she told me how much she loves my cock. She tells me that a lot, actually. She's also told me about boyfriends with big cocks (I can only assume bigger), and a boyfriend she broke up with who (not coincidentally) had a small dick. She told me how the sex wasn't great with him (because of his cocksize I presume), and also about how great sex was with a former boyfriend who was big. When I fuck her she's not exactly tight, either. It's somewhat of a problem but not really because she's beautiful, and I don't think I will ever tell her this. The point is that even though she's told me I'm the best person she has ever fucked, and that my size is more than adequate, I genuinely feel like there's a possibility I still may not be enough for her. It could be that she's such a nympho that no one man could handle her. I actually feel pressure when we fuck so as not to fail her. It can be annoying because sometimes I want to cum quicker and go back to watching the sports game or something, and not make a whole Broadway production out of the whole thing. This brings me to the cuckold thing if my initial premise is correct (that one day she will lust after another man sexually due to her obscene - and perhaps kinky - sex drive). Ideally, he'd be some boring, unremarkable guy who lived on the opposite side of town, who just happened to have a big cock. I obviously don't have small penis issues but am I going down a perfidious path by entertaining these thoughts? Is this possibility something I should sequester and never think about again? Should I simply communicate to her my inadequacy issues based on her crazy high number of sex partners? It could be that no one in my shoes would feel totally secure with her sexually, I don't know. Like I said, she told me I'm the best and I've heard that from others (although, as a general rule, I disregard everything a woman says in the bedroom as unreliable). But since we're madly in love and going to get married, I want to be clear about everything before I take the plunge. Thanks.
