I love porn - decent porn, that is where everyone involved is obviously really enjoying themselves. There is some amazing stuff on Xtube in that vein made by amateurs. I think (or perhaps I hope) that the future of porn lies in that realm. So in that sense I would LOVE to do porn but I think the reality of the industry might in fact prove to be unbearable.
In my fantasy I can and often do.
Does webcamming count as porn? I think its a sort of borderline zone. I find it so exciting to connect and share with total strangers in that way and these days a lot of those interactions are saved and distributed which also sort of thrills...
The closest I have come to the mainstream industry was a photoshoot with a guy in Berlin in 2005 who is a bigdick worshipper - at least one of the pics from that session are in my profile with copyright stamps. It was great fun and I absolutely enjoyed it. He is a great guy and I think he manages to represent his passion well. I think if I had been offered a contract around that time I might have taken it - I was at that stage in my life and had been for a while
, but I dont think I would anymore. My current way of life is altogether too fulfilling and amazing for the attraction to that very city-based life has to have any draw on me anymore. It would have to be a very attractive offer if I were to even consider it now.