I am not sure what it is. It is not cuckold since I want to participate and want gf to want to do this too. I just find the topic of a hugely endowed guy overwhelming and pleasing a woman highly erotic. It is my second favorite fantasy material. Oh, not the slutty type with retelling how the 37th, 113th, 204th and 511th guy she had sex with being hugely endowed but that milf-housewife tempted or in case of current girlfriend in sexual exploration phase (ten guys so far and 26 years old) having those thoughts, of many, that involve some Jack Napier, John Holmes size guy... and I am there as part of wonderfully fun mmf. Oddball questions: I am only one? I also wonder if being on plus side of average (6.25 by 5.75, well thickest part, the head flared outward, with shaft symetrical and 5.5) has received comments about how size is great (though we all hear that size is not important - hum?!?!... even have been turned down for penetration since she, in both cases, worried husband would be able "to tell"... yet it is mostly a major plus the highlight being shagging a nice lady then getting both her roommates due to what she told them about the girth... again, "size is not important" eh???!!!!... too much blather yet again, so if just average or modest or absolutely tiny like I have seen in porn (Ed Powers and some guy R-something West, had no idea guys could be so incredible tiny, come to mind) would thoughts be to do the "other things" very well and ignore size? My best guess is that since I have gotten some feedback on size and KNOW two things: there are many, many guys bigger and many guys mucho bigger and woman actually appreciate size from how they react to me combined with guys I have had friends with that are large and huge getting so so so so much free sex thrown at them - this one noticed from first part, that penis size has become a big turn on for me? I have googled many combinations and have never found a site that has threads of woman freely talking about their size experiences. It is like this is some type of taboo or something. Can find a site like this one and vast times ten chat is about how other things more important (duh) or woman that have pussies that can also be used for garages speaking of fisting. Thoughts? (other than I am a jackass - I know that).