KennF
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I fancy women in all shapes and sizes and if single i would predominantly be having sex with women. Maybe i crave what i dont have, which is one sex act.
I think this is more than you are letting onto, to yourself.
You state, repeatedly, that you aren't attracted to men, but are sexually aroused by sucking cock. In general, that's great, but then I wonder, do you feel the same turn on when you suck a dildo?
If you do, then the answer to your dilemma is to slowly introduce this into your masturbation and/or love making.
If you don't, then there is more going on than just the cock sucking.
Either way, your sexual desire does not dictate your sexual choices.
I would also consider whether you are denying yourself honesty within your relationship. You feel a desire to suck a cock, and you are sharing that with us, but you are choosing to not share that with your girlfriend of two years.
Is this someone you think you picture yourself marrying? How do you think you'll manage intimacy while guarding yourself from, accidently, revealing your sexual desire?
Are you two at a point where you are sharing your sexual fantasies with each other?