Gisella said:I am incensed that some young women are so hungry for love and acceptance that they will allow their boundaries to be breached in an effort to please a man. I can fully understand fear of losing someone you really care for but if that person is asking you to debase yourself then you really havent lost something you didnt have.
Yes Naughty!!!
I do agree soooo much about some women be so hungry for love and acceptance that they will want to please men and betrayl themselves inside...
In my personal experiences the males of my life planted my foot on the ground their constant presence attention apreciation of my unique person, recognition of my talents and gifts, their own expressions as men and so many other things was a place where i grow to feel loved, accepted and precious..yes i did feel adored! My Mom says that my arrivel in the world made my Dad and Grandpa bananas...My Dad arrived from work and runned direct to my crib...:tongue: when u grow up in this kind of atmosphere u have to feel loved & really accepted!!! U have to...
I really do not remember much of the females in my family as growing up, including my own mother...just the men: father, grandpa and brother and etc..i was always with them i did not belong to no sisterhood of woman still i had tendencies of a natural 'Martha Stuart' kind inside..and was not tought to be this way but if we had guest here comes me with refreshments and blabla (my mother was happy bcause she did not have to worry about it...:biggrin1: )..at same time I was Che Guevarra, Indira Gandi, Catwoman and other cool inspiring people...
I have so much to express and learn as growing up, travel all over the place always moving places to places bcause of my dads work...most in small cities...and by the time i arrived in live in Rio at 15...oh yes...the great pressure to be sexual active (because 'everybody' was...they say) well, i have no desire whatsoever in being or doing what 'everybody' else was doing...still..to get rid of pressure i made up my sexual experiences and had to read books/magazines to 'prove' some acts and moves..put on my best air of maturity and spill experience..yeh right...
2 years of so much pressures in high school was too much...by the time i was 17 i programed with whom and how i would loose my virginity...and did it..and it was a disaster...i 'forgot' about my previous lies of great experiences: i made my own propaganda as slut thought felt empower by being experient and blablabla but it was but it was a lie! And it took me few years to try sex again...
The thing i know is that we are sooo different...and the worse thing is when we allow others to pressure us to do whatever...and worse lie to yourselfs to...we must respect who we trully are inside our unique us...to play & experiment and etc at your own will and time to do so - is the best way in my view.
Gizella.
That is a great post , and, I am sorry for what you went through, peer pressure is terrible, and, I can imagine, a woman going through that must be tough.
I can see, from your posts, and the way you express yourself, that the end result, thanks to your own conviction , is a great one.
Lucky the man that gets to know you. Growing in Rio, young, with all that pressure, many can not make it.
I always admire women, men always pout, but, women are much more vulnerable in society, and, to rise despite adversity, is an accomplishent.
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