inkubus963 said:Hopefully, cricketsliar is still around..
Cricketsliar, pick up a book titled, "Traitor to the Race" by Darieck Scott. It's a short novel detailing the relationship between two men, one Black, one White, and delves into each of their psychologies. Of particular note was a passage beginning in the middle of page 92, that dealt with Kenneth's desires for White men, and it's possible origins.
I found it a fascinating read, and found that it had parallels to some circumstances that you question.
THANK YOU! I DO HAVE THAT BOOK IN MY PERSONAL LIBRARY, BUT IT HAS BEEN YEARS SINCE I READ IT. REFRESH MY MEMORY, IS THIS THE BOOK WHERE THE PROTAGONIST IS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BY A MOB OF WHITE MEN, AFTER TRYING TO INTERVENE IN THE SEXUAL ASSAULT OF A WOMAN.