My first time, the guy just rubbed some spit on his dick and tried to shove it in. He wasn't big, he was quite small, but DAMN that hurt so bad. I jumped up immediately and told him that wasn't going to happen. He kept begging me to let him try again, but there was no way that was going to happen. He begged so much, I finally told him that he needed to leave. I think that was the last time we messed around. I guess that I lost all interest in him after he tried to fuck me.