I've gone back and forth with my current boyfriend for 6 years. He's tall, beefy, handsome and very sweet. I originally was attracted to him because of his masculine dominant personality and big cock. During sex I always had to start him off with a BJ. I prefer kissing and holding. He always has to turn on old vintage gay wrestling videos or some type of naked wrestling while I'm sucking his cock. It was fun at first but after a couple of years it has become task oriented for me. I turn on the videos, suck his cock to get him hard, then get on my belly still he can grind on my ass, then finish him off by sucking and pinching his nipples. It has become a routine where I finish him off sucking his nips and playing with the other nip while he is stroking off like crazy while watching his videos. I've tried different thing to spruce up our sex life but he can't cum without watching the vids while I suck his nips. Rarely do we fuck anymore. I feel like I'm his masturbation toy every night. I've told my BF several times how I want to try more romantic and intimate sex but then he can't cum without his vids and nips. I am feeling insecure that he is not physically attracted to me anymore. Any advice?
I went through a spell where I wasn’t going out and finding a man for sex and started watching porn a lot.. it is so simple to find tons of porn of all kinds that eases the curiousity of things .. so over time.. with me it was just a few months and. It got to point that before I started watching so much porn I can pull my dick out about anywhere and jerk off
In bed .. on the couch in the shower.. I got rock hard and took care of it.. but after porn for that long I noticed I was horny and was in shower and did the usual to get things going and jerk off. And watch my cum hit the shower walls .but to my surprise my dick didn’t rise to the occasion
I thought it was just a fluke and don’t think much about it .. until that night I laid in bed picturing things sexually and still no hard on.. so I popped in a porn and within minutes my dick was hard as hell ready to do whatever ..
so I watched that porn.. pinched my nipples fingered my ass and came so hard it shot up past my head and on my face and a big stream went down my chest and stomach to the head of my dick.. I had never came so much at one time but this time it was everywhere …
Days went on and I kept thinking about it taking a porn to get me interested in sex / get hard … that I had to do Something .. so I went without porn for couple weeks and finally my dick worked without needing porn..
how old are you and him and how long been together .. when he get interested in porn? Anything in the porn he watches the get him asking you if want to try it?
I was going to start private conversation with you but I didn’t see the option to