i have been in a relationship for 3.5 yrs with the same guy.. i was the big top of the relationship never had any completes about it. This summer he tell me that he doesnt like taking it anymore.. so now he want to be the top. i love to top. i told my best friend about the the situation one night we were out together one thing lead to another and i ended up fucking my best friend. He loved it and now for the last 2 months we have been fucking each any chance we have.. my best friend is also in a relationship, i hate cheating and sneaking around. but i'm starting to have more feelings for my friend and i dont know what to do..