Holy crap a lot has changed. Happy that these forums can be a source of actual support. With everything that was going on in life at that point, I was extremely weak minded; this post was almost 2 years ago, JESUS.
We're actually married now. A lot of our issues stemmed from my natural need to hide my emotions and be macho (so lame!). There was so much more built on to this than what it seems.
We never got around to a threesome back then, but we actually had one just recently. The guy was a little younger than us, and I was nervous as hell; I am such a straight and narrow goodie toe shoes boring guy. Once we got naked the nerves went away. I think we tried every position possible. The highlight, was seeing my husband for the first time ever, pounding the shit out of this guy's hole.
In this whole time we've been together, I've always been the dominate top and he's been a very submissive bottom. I feel guilty for not letting him explore this part of himself before. He was such a fucking sex god, just thinking about the smirk he had on his face gets me fucking worked up again.
I wish I could say we all finished, but we tried fitting both of our dicks in and the third could only handle it for so long until he pleaded and pushed out. So he went home and my husband helped me finish. He texted us later that night to try again.
Moral of the story: don't think you're a man for hiding your feelings, you're a pussy -- talk to your partner/lover/etc.
Also, try a threesome, knowing what I know now, a threesome is the perfect test. If a relationship falls a part because of a threesome, then maybe it wasn't going to make it in the first place.
P.S. Thanks for the compliments, that probably made it easier to grow a pair of balls and talk to him.
P.S.S. Also, they never teach you this in threesome school: I had to compete, sexually, against my husband for the attention of this third. It was a scary idea at first, but was so hot taking turns trying to abuse the third. Be ready for that one! Especially if you're the less experienced one.