thanks everyone. we been together for 14 months and its a closed relationship, I have no problem with him looking at porn, I enjoy porn every once in awhile myself, i guess the fact the he wasnt honest and denied it even with proof, thats what bothered me, I am cool with it as long as I know we will be sleeping next to eachother at night anyway and maybe can watch porn together.....lol I just hope hes as open about it as I am....
Ill post the results of what works best for us. thx again......
So that means that you confronted him about the porn? How did that go? Did you sound mad? Appalled?
This is actually a more complicated question than just whether porn is okay or not, or if hiding porn is okay or not. It also depends on what kind of porn it is. If it's something that the two of you don't do, or if he's watching porn involving people who don't resemble you (ie, he's exhibiting attraction to a different type), or if it's a fetish that he's ashamed of or he's not ready to tell you about or that he's afraid you'll react badly to, then those are all different situations. Now if it's just regular ole hard pounding, I don't see why he would deny it. I'm just saying that the circumstances change everything.
I'm the one who brought up finding TheBF's porn. I forgot how it happened exactly, but he didn't do a good job of hiding it. He left a window open on his computer with porn on it. It wasn't the top window, but it's not like I went through his history or his bookmarks or anything. That night I started teasing him about it. I had this big grin on my face and I told him that I found some porn on his computer and I watched it. He immediately looked appalled and said, "Oh god, some of that stuff I just watched because it was weird. I'm not into that stuff!" I didn't have a clue what he was talking about, but I've done the same thing. You start watching porn that turns you on, but then you see a weirdly titled one and it makes you curious, not in a "I want to try that" sort of way, in the "What the hell?" kind of way. The porn he left open was the stuff I would expect would turn him on. He has very simple tastes, but he's powerfully attracted to what he likes. I wasn't surprised by anything I saw, but his reaction to thinking that I saw whatever weird thing he was talking about was hilarious.
Maybe that's what is going on with your guy. He didn't think he could explain why he'd click on something weird that he's really not into, so he went for denial instead. Or maybe you seemed like you were fishing for a fight, so he thought you were mad he watched porn. Or maybe he really is into something that he doesn't feel that you'd accept and he doesn't want to be shamed or rejected. Or maybe his last boyfriend had a problem with porn, so he wants to avoid the same issues cropping up again with you. There's a lot of different possibilities.