FINAL UPDATE: we arrived the party at the same time. We hugged long time. He brought me chocolate from Switzerland.
We got our drinks. Talked about his work. We were the first ones arrived. He eventually asked me how am I coping with the break up. I said “it’s difficult but I need you to understand that I cannot be your friend. I still love you, I miss you everyday”
He said “ I don’t think we will get in a relationship again! I don’t wanna continue”
I asked if he has anyone in his life and he said no. And he asked me the same and I said “no way!”
I told him that he is my the man I dreamt to have and it’s just painful to break up from my dream man! I said “ I go to bed picturing you sleeping, I whisper your ear how much I love you and give you a kiss! I see you in my dreams and I wake up hurting. I don’t think I can move on easily but I know I need to let you go!”
He said” not even good morning?” I said no! He didn’t wanna continue talking. I tried to talk to him and even to cheer him up but he said I am making it even awkward. I said” we are here now! You are next to me and you know I care about you! So enjoy your drink and talk to your former colleagues”
he said “ no one cares about me! I said we all miss you and care about you!”
it was time to go home. I asked a colleague to drive him home. He accepted for me. We went to the car. I wanted to sit next to him. After some hesitation, he decided to sit in the front” we arrived his home. We hugged long time. As he will be in another city for the next 2 months , I said I will keep his keys and personal things until he is back. “ he said ok. We hugged one last time. He went to his home. It was just painful. After he left I cried some minutes.
with the help of alcohol, I kinda feel relaxed and relieved since I told him about my feelings.” I promised myself not to contact him.
so a 6 year relationship is over. The man of my dreams will become history. One day, I won’t hurt and might even have a new relation but he’d remain as a memory of omeone I love so much.” I guess difficult days are waiting for me but at least *I had the answer that I should not hope ,
anyone reason my posts, please don’t take each other as granted. Don’t let the person you accepted in life with so much love to become history!
Thank you everyone for supporting me during the most difficult times of my life.
THE END!
We got our drinks. Talked about his work. We were the first ones arrived. He eventually asked me how am I coping with the break up. I said “it’s difficult but I need you to understand that I cannot be your friend. I still love you, I miss you everyday”
He said “ I don’t think we will get in a relationship again! I don’t wanna continue”
I asked if he has anyone in his life and he said no. And he asked me the same and I said “no way!”
I told him that he is my the man I dreamt to have and it’s just painful to break up from my dream man! I said “ I go to bed picturing you sleeping, I whisper your ear how much I love you and give you a kiss! I see you in my dreams and I wake up hurting. I don’t think I can move on easily but I know I need to let you go!”
He said” not even good morning?” I said no! He didn’t wanna continue talking. I tried to talk to him and even to cheer him up but he said I am making it even awkward. I said” we are here now! You are next to me and you know I care about you! So enjoy your drink and talk to your former colleagues”
he said “ no one cares about me! I said we all miss you and care about you!”
it was time to go home. I asked a colleague to drive him home. He accepted for me. We went to the car. I wanted to sit next to him. After some hesitation, he decided to sit in the front” we arrived his home. We hugged long time. As he will be in another city for the next 2 months , I said I will keep his keys and personal things until he is back. “ he said ok. We hugged one last time. He went to his home. It was just painful. After he left I cried some minutes.
with the help of alcohol, I kinda feel relaxed and relieved since I told him about my feelings.” I promised myself not to contact him.
so a 6 year relationship is over. The man of my dreams will become history. One day, I won’t hurt and might even have a new relation but he’d remain as a memory of omeone I love so much.” I guess difficult days are waiting for me but at least *I had the answer that I should not hope ,
anyone reason my posts, please don’t take each other as granted. Don’t let the person you accepted in life with so much love to become history!
Thank you everyone for supporting me during the most difficult times of my life.
THE END!