I've been with my boyfriend for 5 years now and have been attracted to his brother, Mario, since i first met him. I am 24 and Mario is 38 and I cant help but fantasize about him. He is more of a bear type that I have always fantasized about but have never experienced. He's always commenting on how great I look and whenever he drinks, he always likes to touch more than usual. He rubs my ears, or holds my hands when i hand him a beer or something. I know that if I ever made a move he would go along with it, but i feel really bad about thinking that. We have an upcoming vacation and think it would be the perfect opportunity to make my move and finally have sex with him. thoughts?