madame_zora
Sexy Member
You have to be fucking with me on this - the doctors REFUSED to tie your tubes? Oh how fucking rich is the irony on that... out of one side of their mouths, the politicians want to say "you may not, under any circumstances, choose what to do with your own body and get a tubal ligation;" out of the other side of their mouths, they say "you may not, under any circumstances, terminate an unplanned, unwanted pregnancy." Motherfucking idiots.
No, I'm not fucking with you at all. It wasn't even their call to make, it was the medical standards of the time. Those two comments coming out of politician's mouths reduce me to a human breeding unit. Can you see where my fury comes from? At 21, I was old enough to vote, work, marry, conceive, invest money, balance a checkbook. I had an education, but none of that qualified me to decide for myself how many children I wanted.
I was raised as an only child, and I ALWAYS knew I would have an only child. NOBODY'S getting ANY share of the attention I have for Julianna- nobody! I would definitely kill anyone, anywhere who tried to interfere with that relationship, the fetus is totally irrelevant to me.
Who really wants ME to have a baby born to me that I feel that way about? I'd hate it, neglect it, resent it, and get rid of it every chance I could I'd also hate the world, the governemnt and my fellow Americans much more than I already do if I was forced to have a child I don't want. The government could never force me to love a child I don't want. It would only EVER be an annoyance to me, and I'd hate it every day. Not a good life for a potential "precious" life, is it?
Have your OWN precious lives, like I did, and stay the FUCK out of my uterus.
Wonder what your doctor would say if you told him "you will tie my tubes, or I'll do it myself. I have scissors and a needle and thread at home. Your choice, your responsibility."Isn't that the way the fundi-cons always work?
He watched me cry, gave me a kleenex and apologised for his hands being tied. He was a good man, I blame the system, not the doctor.
I have been celibate for a very large portion of my life, at different times, for different reasons, some of them religious. I feel differently now, and feel no further obligation to appease society. I don't give a shit about other people's morals, they are free to have them, and act accordingly. What they are NOT free to do is to impose them on me.