So yet again I find myself dissapointed :/. As I have mentioned in previous posts, I have semi-recently broke up with a long term girlfriend and I have since decided to try to explore the other side of my sexuality. I've already vented about my crush on my best friend, which ended in failure.
Since then I've joined a dating site and actually met a guy whom I kinda liked, we went on a date (which was my first gay date) and it was actually kinda nice but I didn't have all that much in common with him so it didn't work out. Then I found out that this really cute guy from my friends job is gay (and he's good friends with my friend). So I expressed interest my friend tried to hook us up. However he later told my friend that I'm "cute. But could b cuter." and basically said that he's not interested. That actually disapointed me a lot more than I expected, I may not have known him very well personally but he always seemed like such a cool guy, my friend always spoke vey highly of him, and was actually one of the few openly gay people I have ever met that I have actually found very attractive (I'm very picky when it comes to guys I guess).
I'm starting to realize that guys are just as annoying as girls, just in different ways and I'm considering becoming a hermit and moving to Asia or something.
I'm temporarily done with girls after my last experience and I feel like I'm never going to find a guy. I'm only attracted to masculine guys and it seems like dating sites (only place ik where I can meet another guy as I'm not into the gay scene) only have desperate guys or sex feinds. Idk
Since then I've joined a dating site and actually met a guy whom I kinda liked, we went on a date (which was my first gay date) and it was actually kinda nice but I didn't have all that much in common with him so it didn't work out. Then I found out that this really cute guy from my friends job is gay (and he's good friends with my friend). So I expressed interest my friend tried to hook us up. However he later told my friend that I'm "cute. But could b cuter." and basically said that he's not interested. That actually disapointed me a lot more than I expected, I may not have known him very well personally but he always seemed like such a cool guy, my friend always spoke vey highly of him, and was actually one of the few openly gay people I have ever met that I have actually found very attractive (I'm very picky when it comes to guys I guess).
I'm starting to realize that guys are just as annoying as girls, just in different ways and I'm considering becoming a hermit and moving to Asia or something.
I'm temporarily done with girls after my last experience and I feel like I'm never going to find a guy. I'm only attracted to masculine guys and it seems like dating sites (only place ik where I can meet another guy as I'm not into the gay scene) only have desperate guys or sex feinds. Idk