Pink5683: I'm with a man for some time now who happens to be very well endowed. But is seriously lacking in the "how to treat a girl" department. I don't know what to do? He belittles me around freinds, too many times to count! And I never understood why? I'm a good looking girl that's done nothing but worship this man! But the 'Blonde' jokes are constant! And he waits till I get upset and then responds with things like..."C'mere and let me stick a Big one in ya", or "I ruined her..Where's she gonna go?" He's never affectionate or sweet or considerate. And he talks about himself so much at times it's embarrassing. ( yes, he's very attractive, but not perfect) I'm hardly allowed to initiate sex, or be with him when I want him, but on the other hand, I'm not allowed to deny him sex when HE wants it. I don't know why he can't see outside himself? Is it a penis thing? An 'Ego' thing? I would really like to understand, because I'm ready to bolt! My 'Ego' was sacrificed to the crapper so that he could parade around as "God" all this time, and I don't know how to get it back? Any advise?