Interesting post, purist303. I like the way you celebrate your enjoyment of taking a cock like a gay man does. The behavior, you may not realize, is exactly the same. I'm not a psychologist or anything like that have ever it is easy to connect the dots. The dots being with a transsexual you can delude yourself and say that that other human being was not a man. Would you have the same reaction to a man with all his parts that had feminine mannerisms and intended to commence the process. However this gentleman still had a parts that reflect your own.
It appears as though you are looking for an excuse to enjoy sex with men.