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I’m 22, and I’ve never really been in a serious relationship. One two week thing in high school doesn’t really count I’d assume. I get asked if I’m gay all the time because I’ve never had a girlfriend, and it’s kinda tiring lol.
But I don’t think I’ve ever really felt sexual attraction, towards anybody. Like there are some girls I’ve had crushes on, but I’ve never had the will to pursue it further. The idea of being romantic with someone always looks fun and sounds fun, but when the time comes, I’m not sure I can reciprocate romantic feelings either. Like I’m apathetic towards it.
Same goes for dudes, I’ve never clicked with a dude, and never felt the need to do anything.
Also I loathe when people touch me, I stiffen up and flinch. Not sure if I could hold hands longer than a few seconds. There’s this girl that’s really into me, and I thought I was sorta into her because out of all the people I’ve met she’s the one whos sparked my interest the most, but as time goes on I feel like I’m wasting her time.
In my head I keep flip-flopping from straight to bi to asexual because the wierd thing is, I’ll jerk it to almost whatever, but majority if the days I don’t even jerk.
But I don’t think I’ve ever really felt sexual attraction, towards anybody. Like there are some girls I’ve had crushes on, but I’ve never had the will to pursue it further. The idea of being romantic with someone always looks fun and sounds fun, but when the time comes, I’m not sure I can reciprocate romantic feelings either. Like I’m apathetic towards it.
Same goes for dudes, I’ve never clicked with a dude, and never felt the need to do anything.
Also I loathe when people touch me, I stiffen up and flinch. Not sure if I could hold hands longer than a few seconds. There’s this girl that’s really into me, and I thought I was sorta into her because out of all the people I’ve met she’s the one whos sparked my interest the most, but as time goes on I feel like I’m wasting her time.
In my head I keep flip-flopping from straight to bi to asexual because the wierd thing is, I’ll jerk it to almost whatever, but majority if the days I don’t even jerk.