this woman I met online...
First writing, then over the phone... the most comfortable conversations I had ever had with another human being... just a perfect vibe... and all the good discoveries... similar artistic sensibilities, political perspectives, life arcs, and spiritual insights...
and laughter.... so much easy, effortless laughter.
It just felt like I understood her, perfectly... and she, me.
Then we finally met IRL...
I walked up to her, put my arms around her, and she just was perfect.
Her size, her scent, her smile, her eyes...
At that moment, I knew. Totally around the bend and gone, crazy for her.
From there everything just fell into alignment.
First kiss... of course it was spectacular
First intimacy... of course it was mind bendingly good
So, yeah... I know the moment, on the phone, when I first felt like I was falling... I told her...
And yeah, with that first embrace, I just let go...
Its been over a year and a half now, and I am falling still