Truthfully I've never tasted another mans cum, ever!! I have been frightened to even though I wanted to try it, because I love men so much! I love feeling a man next to me, I am so attracted to men in every way, but the fear of HIV has dominated my life and given me such a fear, that, it's prevented me from forming relationships because its always in the back of my mind! I have dabbed my finger in my own cum, but, I can't remember what it taste like! What does it taste like, when someone sucks my cock and swallows my full load, I mean I've had a lad, literally suck the juice clean out of me! & to my knowledge only one lad has ever sucked and spat, the rest drink it down and can't get enough of it!
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I just feel for me right now, its not hard to get a lad, but I find it hard to keep him and that's got a lot to do with my fear of HIV and wearing protection and not giving him what he really wants!
I feel he isn't patient with me, he doesn't understand and he just wants to have sex without actually putting any thought into how I feel, so he either loses interest or I don't continue, because I'm to shy to explain, I want him to go through two tests with me, ill show him and he can show me, that we don't have anything wrong with us, no HIV, no STD's, have all these tests and show each other we are safe!
But to have someone suck you off, I can deal with, because I know I can't get anything I can't cure without worrying! I'm lucky I haven't had an STD, & I have no intentions of getting one, but if I did through someone sucking me off, then I'd get it sorted! HIV is a different matter, I'm not going to get that from someone sucking me off!
If I were to have intercourse, which I haven't had for a few years now, I'd always wear protection and wouldn't do it without! More so if it were a one night stand, which I don't think I will be, but wouldn't count out!
Tell me, what does cum taste like, I don't like salt, I've been told its salty?? Bit others told me that my spunk was sweet, like candy! Someone told me it depends on what people est in their diet, I eat chocolate and power bars with sugar, so maybe that's why none is sweet!!?
I don't know, I might try a salad today with a cum sauce?? My own cum of course!! What do you think?!
