Bugger - when I was actually thinking about this much earlier today, I did mean choice and certainly not condition. But then I also see that it ends as the sexual condition for those who don't have the choice despite their desire.
Now you - left left right combination :smile:
Why isn't it an expression of sexuality? Everyone (most) seem to think that it is a selfish act - it isn't or rather it doesn't have to be. You can be soemone's friend first and share sexual expression and pleasure with them - you know what, you can even stop having sex with them and remain their friend. The buddy part is the most important factor in being a fuck buddy. This is why your sexuality will be understood, they are your friend first and foremost.
Some people aren't in the position or simply don't wish to have the roses around the door, and I don't mean because they are playing away from home, though often they are, sometimes you can express your sexuality with someone who wishes to share theirs with you.
I will admit that my lifestyles facilitates this type of relationship.
OK - one night stands and affairs are different.
I will do another defense of the one night stand another time if you want :redface:
No, damn it. If you feel the need to defend the one night stand or the fuck buddy concept, please do so. But don't do it for my sake. I don't condemn either so they need no defence to me.
They simply aren't my thing. You might as well defend heterosexuality to a gay person. They understand it, they accept that it happens and they apply no judgement to it. It just isn't for them.
I've had one night stands. With a few my eyes were rolling in ecstasy, with others they were rolling as I thought "Why the fuck did I bother?".
I had a fuck buddy for 18 years. We respected each other, liked each other and fucked each other when the itch arose. The sex was always intense but in the end not as satisfying as what I've had with a loving relationship.
If the sex is good, I'm going to want it on a regular basis. Neither option above makes that likely. And frankly, I like sleeping in a shared bed nightly. I want the spooning, the warm contact and the battle of the blankets. Every night. Neither of the above options offer the likelihood of that either. And lastly, whether it actually happens or not, I want to be a mom. And I want to raise my child in a two parent household. Neither one night stands nor fuck buddies are conducive to fulfilling that desire.
I'm not "saving myself for marriage" or anything lofty like that, but if I know that if his long term wants don't match mine and it's bound to end, then really there's no sense beginning or even dabbling. If there's no possibility of having my desires met I don't wish to go through the wondering of will the sex be good, will he want the sex to be good for me (more questionable with a ONS), does he shave, will he want me to shave, how well does he kiss, what does he think of my kisses, when and where do we meet, which lingerie should I wear, etc. Cutting out the occasional has simplified my life nicely.
Why should I lift a finger, let alone a leg, for occasional to fleeting when neither occasional nor fleeting is what I want? For an orgasm?
If you're defending ONS or FB arrangements from the perception of them being selfish, don't. I happen to accept my own viewpoint as selfish. I know what I want and I'm not accepting less.
Short version.
You have the sex life you with people who are like minded and that's a good thing.
I want to have the sex life and a life with a person who is like minded. And when it happens it will be a good thing. If that means I have a longer wait, so be it.
I'm not asking you to defend your desires. I shouldn't have to defend mine.