I first got into pro wrestling right around the formation of the
nWo (1996). I was 11 years old. Since then, I have always considered myself a fan of the sport, and have always defended it with more passion than any of you defend your favorite sports team. People in my life have long since learned: don't put down wrestling in front of Duality, lest they want to be made to look like a fool for the next hour.
These guys give their body for our entertainment, and to put it simply, aside from a few top stars (Hogan, Rock, etc.) are not given enough in return. This is just another in a long
long long line of pro wrestling related tragedies. They've only gotten worse in time. Now a wife (who I realize was also part of the wrestling biz for a period) and child have died on top of a grappler. It's disturbing and disgusting.
I haven't watched WWE programming in months (I mostly just watch TNA nowadays... the 'McMahon' way of things just isn't entertaining to me anymore, on top of the fact that his family is one of the biggest reasons why these guys aren't 'given enough in return'). But I turned on RAW last night, knowing there was supposed to be a comedy show centerred around the supposed 'death' of Vince McMahon - 'so bad it's good TV', I figured. However, when I turned on the TV, on the screen was Chris Benoit vs Dean Malenko from WCW Hog Wild. I was excited at first - a solid PPV match involving two of the best technical wrestlers of my time on free TV? Awesome! Then the 'remembering Chris Benoit' graphic appeared on screen. I was floored. I immediately went online, and discovered his family was killed too.
I cried last night, not a lot but the fact remains. Within a year of my jumping from WCW fandom to WWE fandom, Benoit jumped ship too. He was always on my TV, for a decade. For half my life. Easily one of my favorite wrestlers... and all things considered, one of my favorite television personalities, ever.
And I wake up this morning to find the story completely changed. He wasn't found dead with his family, he killed his family, then himself. What the fuck?! I still can't believe it. This news has left me unsettled in a way no news story has in years. I can't get this outta my head.
Maybe some good can come of this. Maybe the public will start to see just what a minefield the life of a pro wrestler is. After all, if things don't change, this will happen again.