I wish I was as nonchalant as most of the board members here. My life consists of lamenting something that I should have had the right to keep and will never truly get back. Will never know what it’s like to have a manhood as it was supposed to be. I feel violated and raped most of the time. My dick looks like a hack job and all I see is damage. Frankly, I’m surprised I haven’t offed myself. I hope my restoration makes a difference in the long run, but I just see a dick with a lot of stuff missing. Thoughts, vent, needed to say something, over and out.