I feel as you do. I was not cut at birth mostly because my parents were not well educated. My mother's education only went to the 6th grade. My father was from a 3rd world country and was uneducated. I heard my mom say us boys didn't need to be circumcised because we were not Jews. I had 5 brothers and only one was cut at birth. That was because mom's doctor and his nurse made a house call for the purpose of performing the operation. Mom upon witnessing the procedure, swore she would never allow this to be done to any other sons who would be born later. Which included me.
I first saw a cut dick when I was about (omited) years old, at a trough urinal. The dick belonged to a young man in his early 20's I would guess. I was fascinated with his cut dick. I could hardly keep my eyes off of it. I thought it looked awesome. I decided someday I wanted my dick to look like his.
It took me until the age of 35 to get my ducks in a row to get cut. I would always be embarrassed in locker rooms to be one of the handful of uncut guys. I very badly wanted to be like the majority of cut guys. I also thought cut looked much better. I thought uncut looked unattractive.
So I never looked back after I got cut. The only regret is I didn't get a high and tight cut. I didn't know I could have asked the doctor for that type of cut. So I have a lose cut. But none the less I am circumcised and happy with it.