My husband and I recently started a fairly open lifestyle, we've only been married a year and it fits our pre-marriage lives. He's fairly well off, but size is a virtue I've always sought. I'm fairly petite but it just seems the bigger it is the larger I want. I also would like to find multiple large dicks for a group session, that's like trying to catch lightning in a bottle though it seems. I still have sex with a man that was never relationship material for the simple fact he filled me, the edge of utter pain seems to be fulfillment. Homo-phob mentalities often prevent ultimately what I'm seeking, any advice or experience anyone could share? I think I'm just out of luck.