From the response to my recent posts, I am understandably about as popular on this site as a stand up comedian at a funeral visitation. The message to me from a member earlier that I am not welcome here and should leave has given me the incentive to do just that. But, before I go, a few thoughts. I have enjoyed this site - lots of useful information for a man my age, most of it offered in a non-threatening, non-condescending manner; unlike my tirades of yesterday . . .I have had a chance to discuss with several folks here (off site) other issues such as politics, books. music, photography (my other passion), and of course, sexuality. In this forum I have had some nagging questions answered (posted on threads as well as through instant message conversations), in an atmosphere that is helpful and very often humorous and fun as well. There are lots of good folks on this site, and a number of them, apparently no longer wishing to have anything to do with me, have shared their stories with me. I guess the fact that none of them communicate with me any longer is no big surprise, and I concede to the fact that by and large I am my own worst enemy. I wish much of the information shared on this site would have been available to me several years ago when dealing with some of my own sexual (and otherwise) frustrations. It would have been good to have someone totally unbiased share their insights. Many are the questions I continue to have, but I think at this point I need not ask them as I don't really feel that anyone is going to take any time to provide any answers. Other times I have just come here to read the posts or chat. . .again, some good people here. . . and always a lot of humor. No, you aren't kids, (a title that I used in a post or two that several took exception to) Gotta go - someone's holding the Exit door for me over on the other side of the LPSG reception room and they're motioning for me to go - outside the crowd is refraining (in harmony). . . "Hit The Road Jack."