Cock impostor syndrome

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TL;DR: There was a rumour in my town that i had a big cock. Got teased because of that. But i thought i was "cheating" so i became afraid of beign known as a cheater.

Hi everybody! I wanted to share my story because i never got an appropiate place where to tell this. Its a silly thing, but for me it was real, so it feels great to get this off my chest.

So, story is: I grew up in a small town where everybody knows each other and rumours spread like the plague. One summer, right after I hit puberty, I invited a friend to swim at my house. My parents weren't at home, and the afternoon got rainy. We got out of the pool and I went to a room nearby to put on dry clothes. This room had a window to the backyard but I didnt minded. I took off my swimming trunk and wrapped myself in a towel. When i got out my friend was waiting outside.
The ensuing conversation went something like this:

Him: haha, I saw your cock through the window... (he was actually lying)
me: really?
Him: yeah, I saw it. C´mon man, show it again...
I fell for it and dropped the towel. Now, I should mention 2 details: First, my dick is big but not a monster cock (7.5'). At the time I had no idea how big cocks actually were, but I didnt thought that mine was big. Second: It was not entirely flacid, it was semi, and im a bit of a grower so I thought that i was "cheating" by passing a semi as a flacid.

Him: Wow man, you are even bigger than... lets call him Pete, the actuall town's bully who had a big cock and used to compare with other boys (yes, this is a true story, not erotic fiction. I got compared to the bully who had a big cock). To most people this might look like a great revelation moment, but to me, it was when self doubt settled in. Again I thought i was cheating, and if someone would look at my bare cock again, the lie would be revealed and I would be known as the one who lied about his cock.

The next day I went to another friend's house, where a bunch of guys were, including my friend. When I got there, they started making strange comments about the size of different objects, and I knew my friend had told them about the previous day. From that moment on, the entire school heard the rumour. Boys in gym class would ask how often I jerked off (as if it were any relationship). Even girls would put their hands apart and ask "Is this big?, or this?". I never could be naked again in a locker room and developed the high art of towel dancing. It also made me very body conscious. Even as i got a lot of attention from girls (i thought i was straight at the time) I dindt made any advance out of fear of showing my cock.

Eventually I moved out of the town to go to college, and i left behind the fear of beign known as a cheater. I came out of the closet and got to see hundreds of cocks. Nowadays im pretty sure of my place in the bell curve and love showing off my cock whenever i can (and its somewhat appropiate). I enjoy comparing cocks, even if I lose (in fact i love losing those competitions to huge cocks :grin:). And my fear of locker rooms turned into a delightful kink.

Anyway, its something I allways wanted to share. Anyone else had a similar story to tell? would love to read that...

Thanks for reading and sorry for my english!
 
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Thank you for sharing your personal story. I feel as though you were mostly honest in the events and details that if anyone considered you an imposter it could stem from the exaggeration they set from telling tje story.

I am very familiar with the towel dance! I was a tall kid with a small dick that looked even smaller due to proportions. I remember be jealous of the short kid whose dick looked huge to his proportions.

Hope you have a great day!
 

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TL;DR: There was a rumour in my town that i had a big cock. Got teased because of that. But i thought i was "cheating" so i became afraid of beign known as a cheater.

Hi everybody! I wanted to share my story because i never got an appropiate place where to tell this. Its a silly thing, but for me it was real, so it feels great to get this off my chest.

So, story is: I grew up in a small town where everybody knows each other and rumours spread like the plague. One summer, right after I hit puberty, I invited a friend to swim at my house. My parents weren't at home, and the afternoon got rainy. We got out of the pool and I went to a room nearby to put on dry clothes. This room had a window to the backyard but I didnt minded. I took off my swimming trunk and wrapped myself in a towel. When i got out my friend was waiting outside.
The ensuing conversation went something like this:

Him: haha, I saw your cock through the window... (he was actually lying)
me: really?
Him: yeah, I saw it. C´mon man, show it again...
I fell for it and dropped the towel. Now, I should mention 2 details: First, my dick is big but not a monster cock (7.5'). At the time I had no idea how big cocks actually were, but I didnt thought that mine was big. Second: It was not entirely flacid, it was semi, and im a bit of a grower so I thought that i was "cheating" by passing a semi as a flacid.

Him: Wow man, you are even bigger than... lets call him Pete, the actuall town's bully who had a big cock and used to compare with other boys (yes, this is a true story, not erotic fiction. I got compared to the bully who had a big cock). To most people this might look like a great revelation moment, but to me, it was when self doubt settled in. Again I thought i was cheating, and if someone would look at my bare cock again, the lie would be revealed and I would be known as the one who lied about his cock.

The next day I went to another friend's house, where a bunch of guys were, including my friend. When I got there, they started making strange comments about the size of different objects, and I knew my friend had told them about the previous day. From that moment on, the entire school heard the rumour. Boys in gym class would ask how often I jerked off (as if it were any relationship). Even girls would put their hands apart and ask "Is this big?, or this?". I never could be naked again in a locker room and developed the high art of towel dancing. It also made me very body conscious. Even as i got a lot of attention from girls (i thought i was straight at the time) I dindt made any advance out of fear of showing my cock.

Eventually I moved out of the town to go to college, and i left behind the fear of beign known as a cheater. I came out of the closet and got to see hundreds of cocks. Nowadays im pretty sure of my place in the bell curve and love showing off my cock whenever i can (and its somewhat appropiate). I enjoy comparing cocks, even if I lose (in fact i love losing those competitions to huge cocks :grin:). And my fear of locker rooms turned into a delightful kink.

Anyway, its something I allways wanted to share. Anyone else had a similar story to tell? would love to read that...

Thanks for reading and sorry for my english!
Your English is fine - so is your cock - its beautiful
 

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TL;DR: There was a rumour in my town that i had a big cock. Got teased because of that. But i thought i was "cheating" so i became afraid of beign known as a cheater.

Hi everybody! I wanted to share my story because i never got an appropiate place where to tell this. Its a silly thing, but for me it was real, so it feels great to get this off my chest.

So, story is: I grew up in a small town where everybody knows each other and rumours spread like the plague. One summer, right after I hit puberty, I invited a friend to swim at my house. My parents weren't at home, and the afternoon got rainy. We got out of the pool and I went to a room nearby to put on dry clothes. This room had a window to the backyard but I didnt minded. I took off my swimming trunk and wrapped myself in a towel. When i got out my friend was waiting outside.
The ensuing conversation went something like this:

Him: haha, I saw your cock through the window... (he was actually lying)
me: really?
Him: yeah, I saw it. C´mon man, show it again...
I fell for it and dropped the towel. Now, I should mention 2 details: First, my dick is big but not a monster cock (7.5'). At the time I had no idea how big cocks actually were, but I didnt thought that mine was big. Second: It was not entirely flacid, it was semi, and im a bit of a grower so I thought that i was "cheating" by passing a semi as a flacid.

Him: Wow man, you are even bigger than... lets call him Pete, the actuall town's bully who had a big cock and used to compare with other boys (yes, this is a true story, not erotic fiction. I got compared to the bully who had a big cock). To most people this might look like a great revelation moment, but to me, it was when self doubt settled in. Again I thought i was cheating, and if someone would look at my bare cock again, the lie would be revealed and I would be known as the one who lied about his cock.

The next day I went to another friend's house, where a bunch of guys were, including my friend. When I got there, they started making strange comments about the size of different objects, and I knew my friend had told them about the previous day. From that moment on, the entire school heard the rumour. Boys in gym class would ask how often I jerked off (as if it were any relationship). Even girls would put their hands apart and ask "Is this big?, or this?". I never could be naked again in a locker room and developed the high art of towel dancing. It also made me very body conscious. Even as i got a lot of attention from girls (i thought i was straight at the time) I dindt made any advance out of fear of showing my cock.

Eventually I moved out of the town to go to college, and i left behind the fear of beign known as a cheater. I came out of the closet and got to see hundreds of cocks. Nowadays im pretty sure of my place in the bell curve and love showing off my cock whenever i can (and its somewhat appropiate). I enjoy comparing cocks, even if I lose (in fact i love losing those competitions to huge cocks :grin:). And my fear of locker rooms turned into a delightful kink.

Anyway, its something I allways wanted to share. Anyone else had a similar story to tell? would love to read that...

Thanks for reading and sorry for my english!
Che, after checking out your verification pic, the rumor may have a ROBUST foundation

Saludos boludo!
 

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An interesting story,well told. I'm more than adequately equipped in the dick department but I used to have locker room anxieties because I knew that, under certain circumstances, my cock could shrink away to very little -cold water/air being particular hazards. This, plus the fact that out cocks can look big one minute, small the next, with a certain amount of variation outside our direct control, meant that I never really could count on showing my 'natural' length when flaccid.

It took me a few years to get over that insecurity.
 

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Cock Imposter….My story is really funny. Size-wise, I am no one’s idea of endowed. My dick is pretty, but it’s a Medium at best. Doesn’t matter. People assume I have a big dick, and some people I’ve hooked up with in the past “remember” it as a big dick. Go figure.
 

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I think a lot of guys get cock imposter syndrome just from sending dick pics.

A dick pic is always taken at the best possible angle to make your dick look huge, and you know it will never look that good when she sees it in person
 

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I think a lot of guys get cock imposter syndrome just from sending dick pics.

A dick pic is always taken at the best possible angle to make your dick look huge, and you know it will never look that good when she sees it in person
This is very true! There are some pics of my cock that make it look humongous, and I often have to disclaim that the picture is just a good angle lol Regardless, no one has ever accused me of lying (yet) but the fear of being called a liar is ever-present
 
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TL;DR: There was a rumour in my town that i had a big cock. Got teased because of that. But i thought i was "cheating" so i became afraid of beign known as a cheater.

Hi everybody! I wanted to share my story because i never got an appropiate place where to tell this. Its a silly thing, but for me it was real, so it feels great to get this off my chest.

So, story is: I grew up in a small town where everybody knows each other and rumours spread like the plague. One summer, right after I hit puberty, I invited a friend to swim at my house. My parents weren't at home, and the afternoon got rainy. We got out of the pool and I went to a room nearby to put on dry clothes. This room had a window to the backyard but I didnt minded. I took off my swimming trunk and wrapped myself in a towel. When i got out my friend was waiting outside.
The ensuing conversation went something like this:

Him: haha, I saw your cock through the window... (he was actually lying)
me: really?
Him: yeah, I saw it. C´mon man, show it again...
I fell for it and dropped the towel. Now, I should mention 2 details: First, my dick is big but not a monster cock (7.5'). At the time I had no idea how big cocks actually were, but I didnt thought that mine was big. Second: It was not entirely flacid, it was semi, and im a bit of a grower so I thought that i was "cheating" by passing a semi as a flacid.

Him: Wow man, you are even bigger than... lets call him Pete, the actuall town's bully who had a big cock and used to compare with other boys (yes, this is a true story, not erotic fiction. I got compared to the bully who had a big cock). To most people this might look like a great revelation moment, but to me, it was when self doubt settled in. Again I thought i was cheating, and if someone would look at my bare cock again, the lie would be revealed and I would be known as the one who lied about his cock.

The next day I went to another friend's house, where a bunch of guys were, including my friend. When I got there, they started making strange comments about the size of different objects, and I knew my friend had told them about the previous day. From that moment on, the entire school heard the rumour. Boys in gym class would ask how often I jerked off (as if it were any relationship). Even girls would put their hands apart and ask "Is this big?, or this?". I never could be naked again in a locker room and developed the high art of towel dancing. It also made me very body conscious. Even as i got a lot of attention from girls (i thought i was straight at the time) I dindt made any advance out of fear of showing my cock.

Eventually I moved out of the town to go to college, and i left behind the fear of beign known as a cheater. I came out of the closet and got to see hundreds of cocks. Nowadays im pretty sure of my place in the bell curve and love showing off my cock whenever i can (and its somewhat appropiate). I enjoy comparing cocks, even if I lose (in fact i love losing those competitions to huge cocks :grin:). And my fear of locker rooms turned into a delightful kink.

Anyway, its something I allways wanted to share. Anyone else had a similar story to tell? would love to read that...

Thanks for reading and sorry for my english!
I wholeheartedly understand what you feel because I have had very generous partners who go out there and praise me and my equipment for something I feel like I am not. I have always been scared of someone saying "Oh no, I saw it and it was fake".

Side note: I have been to Cordoba and I don't feel like its that much of a small town!! Loved it over there. And the people (man and woman) are just breathtaking, just like you ;)